Message from @Undead Mockingbird

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2018-10-03 20:33:32 UTC  

There can be many reasons for that, not necessarily unhealthy ones.

2018-10-03 20:33:34 UTC  

because you handle grief differently from other people?

2018-10-03 20:33:54 UTC  

If she had to put up with a prolonged struggle, the feelings of relief can mix in with the feelings of grief.

2018-10-03 20:34:25 UTC  

no it was rather sudden

2018-10-03 20:34:42 UTC  

she always said i appeared nonchalant

2018-10-03 20:34:57 UTC  

It might have been precisely because it was so sudden. When my friend died, it had to really sink in for a while.

2018-10-03 20:35:22 UTC  

I was just numb for a long time.

2018-10-03 20:35:36 UTC  

i didnt cry till i got home which was like 15-20 mins after they told me she wouldnt make it

2018-10-03 20:35:48 UTC  

Yes.

2018-10-03 20:36:05 UTC  

maybe its that you are deeply aware that theres nothing you can do, its kind of just a fact that hits you and you instantly accept it

2018-10-03 20:36:12 UTC  

That makes sense for something big like that to connect emotinoally.

2018-10-03 20:36:52 UTC  

I was in shock and denial at first over the death of my friend.

2018-10-03 20:37:41 UTC  

It was the same with my grandparents.

2018-10-03 20:38:02 UTC  

Only when the memories came flooding back did it really connect that they are gone.

2018-10-03 20:38:15 UTC  

well when they asked me if i wanted them to keep her on life support i told them not to

2018-10-03 20:38:21 UTC  

I still talk to my friend in my dreams and in my dream I am not even aware that he died.

2018-10-03 20:38:38 UTC  

It's just not there. Only years later did I start dreaming about his death.

2018-10-03 20:38:43 UTC  

oh yea like if i go to st augustine ill just constantly remember the trips me and my mom made there

2018-10-03 20:41:07 UTC  

A death of someone close to you is a huge event. It's like pushing a huge amount of water through a hose.

2018-10-03 20:41:28 UTC  

It takes a while and it's slower than just the trickle of daily occurrences.

2018-10-03 20:42:50 UTC  

I would not assume that it is a bad reflection of your emotional health or psychological well being.

2018-10-03 20:43:03 UTC  

theres a chance though

2018-10-03 20:43:27 UTC  

if only it werent super expensive i would have gone to a shrink or the like

2018-10-03 20:44:14 UTC  

Lol. I'm glad at least Antifa tells people to look up the police shootings based on race. It's not going to show what they think it shows.

2018-10-03 20:44:19 UTC  

Our parents are very close to us, but part of becoming an adult also requires us to separate from them.

2018-10-03 20:44:30 UTC  

Especially not in conjunction with the crime stats

2018-10-03 20:45:44 UTC  

Thomas Sowell is the one who turned me from left to right.

2018-10-03 20:45:53 UTC  

wow (Tims latest vid) so does this mean there are gender studies kids using mein kampf as research material?

2018-10-03 20:46:05 UTC  

If they start reading up on the facts, they will either be in denial or have to change.

2018-10-03 20:46:30 UTC  

This whole idiocy should have ended with the Harvard study on police shootings already.

2018-10-03 20:46:48 UTC  

so most are in denial then

2018-10-03 20:47:02 UTC  

i think anyone thats failed to be red pilled thus far is incapable of understanding

2018-10-03 20:47:05 UTC  

Fryer Jr, Roland G. An empirical analysis of racial differences in police use of force. No. w22399. National Bureau of Economic Research, 2016.

2018-10-03 20:47:22 UTC  

And the cherry on top of this study is that its author is black.

2018-10-03 20:47:39 UTC  

Police shoot white people at a higher RATE than black people.

2018-10-03 20:47:44 UTC  

they'll literally call that author a race traitor

2018-10-03 20:47:49 UTC  

its actually really childish

2018-10-03 20:47:51 UTC  

they do

2018-10-03 20:47:58 UTC  

but you don't need his study to show that

2018-10-03 20:48:09 UTC  

its bare as day in the police crime stats

2018-10-03 20:48:15 UTC  

and the shooting stats