I just can’t really tell when she will and when she won’t

Usually it’s random

Usually I don’t even notice when they are on.

Tbh she’s a little bit crazy

It is crazy how many women don't realize how beautiful they are.

And basically downplay how attractive they are.

I try to boost their confidences a lot.

Some do it for attention.

Just to be nice.

Some do it because they’ve been beaten down.

That pisses me off, seeing beautiful women have their self confidence destroyed thanks to jackasses.

Speaking of jackasses

Where the fuck...

She kind of look like this...

Hi I’m Spectre how are you

But with round thick rim glasses.

oh come on

Ah

And she didn't wear pretty cloths.

She was very insecure.

where on earth do pretty nerds get picked on? what's wrong with people?

Sure, but like, a frumpy sweater doesn't conceal that.

I tried hard to make her feel beautiful and make her see it.

Super fucking hard and frustrating.

ahh, damaged goods innit

God it is like an goal post that keeps moving.

It's amazing what people do to themselves.

I wanted to bring her here, but honestly it was impossible at the time.

I was fucking flat broke.

And she was flat broke.

My sister is a bit like that, constantly unsure of herself.

Oh speaking of the Philippines

She's been growing up largely without a proper father figure, her father is a bit of a faggot.

Oh she spoke english.

Did you know that their special forces actually train drunk

I mean she wrote english pretty damn well, spoke broken english.

I could understand her well.

Because well, I am used to broken english.

*or was that somewhere else*

*fuck I drank some really weird shit I probably shouldn’t have touched*

I too am used to the pilipeens ingliish