Message from @ManAnimal

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2020-03-08 01:40:03 UTC  

Everytime I go into a different room or go anywhere

2020-03-08 01:40:06 UTC  

Every time

2020-03-08 01:40:16 UTC  

Or some similar event

2020-03-08 01:40:19 UTC  

that's a lack of feedback, tubby

2020-03-08 01:40:34 UTC  

I sometimes run through conversations I want to have used to work for me not so much now though

2020-03-08 01:40:42 UTC  

relationships help you supress that tendancy

2020-03-08 01:40:47 UTC  

I run through conversations too

2020-03-08 01:40:49 UTC  

I think I do it so I know what the expanded branches will be before I go down them

2020-03-08 01:41:07 UTC  

yeah, i do that alot

2020-03-08 01:41:30 UTC  

when i used to get nervous speaking in public, i found that helped calm me down

2020-03-08 01:41:37 UTC  

now, it's no sweat

2020-03-08 01:41:42 UTC  

Despite the amount of drills I do in my head I can still do pretty well under stress and can make up shit on the fly very well

2020-03-08 01:42:08 UTC  

i can talk impromptu for an hour on a subject i know to a room ful of admirals

2020-03-08 01:42:21 UTC  

Me too probably

2020-03-08 01:42:26 UTC  

Depends what the subject is

2020-03-08 01:42:28 UTC  

something i had to really work on though

2020-03-08 01:42:30 UTC  

when you get nervous, control your breathing

2020-03-08 01:42:39 UTC  

definately

2020-03-08 01:42:52 UTC  

and make sure they can hear you the FIRST time

2020-03-08 01:42:54 UTC  

On the subjects I'm really passionate about I could probably lecture for an hour or two on out of thin air

2020-03-08 01:43:14 UTC  

and make sure you are comfortable with how you are dressed and such

2020-03-08 01:43:23 UTC  

Actually amazes me what I figure out and come up with doing that things I didn't really think or know before but present themselves to me in the moment

2020-03-08 01:43:31 UTC  

ikr

2020-03-08 01:44:06 UTC  

I have no problem talking to random people or even large groups. I only get nervous when it's school shit because my heart isn't into it and I don't really want to

2020-03-08 01:44:09 UTC  

There's no need

2020-03-08 01:44:14 UTC  

i found that i tend to use audio as a type of mental blackboardf

2020-03-08 01:44:20 UTC  

I can approach random people and just talk to them

2020-03-08 01:44:26 UTC  

Smalltalk

2020-03-08 01:44:31 UTC  

i can keep track of more things using audio

2020-03-08 01:44:51 UTC  

Recording?

2020-03-08 01:44:55 UTC  

I have good social skills and I can socialize fine I just don't like to

2020-03-08 01:45:02 UTC  

no, my voice

2020-03-08 01:45:08 UTC  

Its easier to be articulate while speaking as compered to writing

2020-03-08 01:45:10 UTC  

Makes me come across as socially inept

2020-03-08 01:45:15 UTC  

trying to explain something to others

2020-03-08 01:45:16 UTC  

Just speaking you mean

2020-03-08 01:45:24 UTC  

makes me undertand it better my self

2020-03-08 01:45:32 UTC  

tubby i suggest u get a porno mag some nuts and a bottle of water andd go find a plateau somewhere and wait out the earth cracking in two its going to get messy when the shit hits the fan

2020-03-08 01:45:39 UTC  

I'm far more articulate with words than I am over text

2020-03-08 01:45:42 UTC  

i really hate that feeling tubby

2020-03-08 01:45:51 UTC  

yeah, me too