Just venting. Nothing specific. Thank you all

Keep venting. I'd offer advice but I dunno much. But whatever I can help with, I'll try.

im tired

not physically

emotionally

I'm actually in a similar boat....

I guess the only thing we have left is just find something to pass the time at this point...

I'm still trying to find something though....

^^

Outcome independence

You have to trust in yourself and be confident that you'll be able to handle whatever comes your way regardless of outcome.

That's the problem

I can't trust myself

Why not?

Because no matter how I try, I cant

Sounds bland

Life in general is frustrating man. We don't follow a set course and humans are weird fuckin animals. Every choice changes the course of your fate and destiny, and while it might seem hopeless now, theres always a light at the end of the tunnel man. Someday you'll look back at the hard times and see they turned you into a strong and proud man. But that's only if you don't let them break you mate. You can do whatever you set your heart to doing. Maybe not today or tomorrow, but who knows what the future brings yeah?

I try to not let'em break me, but Im being attack in all sides, too much fucking problems

2 deaths of loved ones in a roll

Don't like to go to the gym anymore

Jobless

When I look to the gal I like, I see a beautiful, short blond hair, bright eyed, sweet, confident and successful woman

When I look at the mirror, I see this piece of crap

I knew she liked me before, but I was too dumb

Sorry, sounding doomer

You need purpose, activity, hobbies.

And a job so that you feel productive.

That's what made me stop any activity

I don't have a purpose

No matter how I try to find one

At the end of the line, it wont matter

You may not agree with it, but that's what I see how things work, unfortunately

I get it man. No worries. It's hard to be there.

@Sir Harndes until your world view changes, you'll be where you are.

Your purpose RN is sustaining until you make it to the US if that's your goal. Your purpose is to be a good man. Your purpose is to eventually have kids and make sure they are good offspring. And if you believe in liberty, to uphold it and do so by virtue. Not because others are, but because you'll be willing to be the lone dude ready to defend what's right.

But you're asking us what purpose life has.

Its purpose isnt some Devine shit. It isnt something handed to you.

You've got to come up with it. Consider lifes purpose to be the experiences and people we meet along the way. Consider the good and the bad. That without the bad, wed have nothing to gauge good off of.

Which means while bad sucks....they help us with perspective

But yeah. All we have in life is experiences.

So make good ones.

And be yourself

Of you dont like yourself, immediately work on yourself.

But all you have is you on this. No friend, woman, family member can define any of this for you.

Having a hard time with motivation this week