Message from @RedDiesel95

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2020-03-14 03:08:03 UTC  

I mean, MY problem, not other persons problems

2020-03-14 03:08:19 UTC  

No life, no worries

2020-03-14 03:08:33 UTC  

How do you know that tho

2020-03-14 03:08:49 UTC  

Know what

2020-03-14 03:09:00 UTC  

That you won’t have problems if your gone?

2020-03-14 03:09:09 UTC  

I mean, I'll be dead

2020-03-14 03:09:31 UTC  

Yeah okay but you can’t say forsure that that’s it

2020-03-14 03:09:50 UTC  

It wont solve anything homes

2020-03-14 03:10:22 UTC  
2020-03-14 03:11:22 UTC  

We've been over it my guy

2020-03-14 03:12:38 UTC  

Talking about my problems

2020-03-14 03:12:54 UTC  

Problems that no one knows and that only I care about

2020-03-14 03:13:09 UTC  

Not how someone will feel after im gone

2020-03-14 03:13:26 UTC  

There won't be no more "I" to suffer

2020-03-14 03:13:45 UTC  

No more suffering

2020-03-14 03:14:06 UTC  

At least not for me

2020-03-14 03:14:59 UTC  

If they will feel sad about my suicide, well, im sorry

2020-03-14 03:15:21 UTC  

But suicide its all about the own person suffering, not others

2020-03-14 03:15:27 UTC  

Get it?

2020-03-14 03:16:26 UTC  

Bro I guarantee there is someone who would be devastated if you offed yourself

2020-03-14 03:16:44 UTC  

Like would spend the rest of their life wondering why

2020-03-14 03:17:24 UTC  

Dude my best friend killed himself 3 weeks ago today.

2020-03-14 03:17:47 UTC  

Well, I really dont care. Not gonna keep living just for the sake of been alive. Do you think its fair? I dont

2020-03-14 03:18:09 UTC  

You have no idea the pain you’ll inflict on the people who care about you

2020-03-14 03:18:33 UTC  

I’m still in a fog every fucking day.

2020-03-14 03:19:06 UTC  
2020-03-14 03:19:19 UTC  

My cousin commited suicide last christmas

2020-03-14 03:19:40 UTC  

I’ve lost people in combat I’ve lost people after combat From suicide. Suicide hurts more

2020-03-14 03:20:21 UTC  

It hurts more seeing someone suffer without end

2020-03-14 03:20:36 UTC  

You only have one life. Don’t waste it.

2020-03-14 03:20:55 UTC  

So you’re ok with making others suffer over your loss?

2020-03-14 03:21:22 UTC  

Yes but no

2020-03-14 03:21:27 UTC  

What are you suffering from. Talk about it

2020-03-14 03:21:30 UTC  

I would feel sorry

2020-03-14 03:22:02 UTC  

Suicide won’t fix anything. It’ll make it worse.

2020-03-14 03:22:14 UTC  

People care more than you know.

2020-03-14 03:22:34 UTC  

But I wouldn't be fair to myself to keep living just because I'll make someone suffer because of my dead corpse

2020-03-14 03:22:44 UTC  

My heart is broken right now.

2020-03-14 03:22:55 UTC  

I’m sorry you feel that way.

2020-03-14 03:23:25 UTC  

I’ll miss my friends for the rest of my life. It won’t ever be the same for me.

2020-03-14 03:24:02 UTC  

I care about myself more than everyone I know. That's why I want to end my suffering