Message from @Trash Squid

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2020-03-14 04:28:19 UTC  

And when I try it comes a dirtbag trying to diminish it

2020-03-14 04:29:32 UTC  

If y'all are going to say the same thing all over again, dont waste mine and your time

2020-03-14 04:29:39 UTC  

Its a win-win

2020-03-14 04:29:43 UTC  

Idk bruh, but you gotta make your own meaning. If you dont have a greater purpose, and you aint gonna keep going, idk what to do my guy. Theres a billion rrasons to keep going forward, and if you cant find one, idk

2020-03-14 04:31:19 UTC  

How a depressing cunt like me could give a meaning to something grand like life?

2020-03-14 04:31:39 UTC  

Even if I could I would be lying to myself

2020-03-14 04:32:00 UTC  

"The ultimate meaning of life is________" by Catfish

2020-03-14 04:32:14 UTC  

I pass

2020-03-14 04:32:39 UTC  

You dont need and you can't do anything for me

2020-03-14 04:32:48 UTC  

Tired of hearing this as well

2020-03-14 04:45:07 UTC  

How a depressing cunt like me could give a meaning to something grand like life?

2020-03-14 04:45:12 UTC  

thats you biggest issue

2020-03-14 04:45:46 UTC  

you won't respect yourself enough to even try finding or even think you +deserve a purpose

2020-03-14 04:46:11 UTC  

if nothing else LIFT

2020-03-14 04:46:32 UTC  

acquire gains

2020-03-14 04:46:40 UTC  

let that be your first goal

2020-03-14 04:47:09 UTC  

Why would I respect myself?

2020-03-14 04:47:15 UTC  

@Sir Harndes have you talked to a professional? Theres hotlines available for you to talk where someone will listen without judgement.

2020-03-14 04:47:24 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/574290286340079626/688246884409802807/Screenshot_20200314-004647_Chrome.jpg

2020-03-14 04:47:29 UTC  

Yes I did

2020-03-14 04:47:30 UTC  

because your the only one of you their is

2020-03-14 04:47:46 UTC  

Im mentally ill since i was born

2020-03-14 04:47:51 UTC  

Like my father

2020-03-14 04:48:15 UTC  

thats fine but don't let that control your entire life

2020-03-14 04:48:35 UTC  

the mental illness isn't your whole personality

2020-03-14 04:48:56 UTC  

Mental illness does generally run in families. But that doesn't mean that you will have the same experience as your father.

2020-03-14 04:49:36 UTC  

Its not fine

2020-03-14 04:49:41 UTC  

Its a jail

2020-03-14 04:49:51 UTC  

A prison

2020-03-14 04:49:55 UTC  

@Sir Harndes mental illness is incredibly taxing.

2020-03-14 04:50:00 UTC  

I understand that

2020-03-14 04:50:10 UTC  

You cant control mental illness

2020-03-14 04:50:31 UTC  

You're born with it and you'll die with it

2020-03-14 04:50:42 UTC  

You are correct you cannot control mental illness but you can be aware of your symptoms and help manage them accordingly with awareness.

2020-03-14 04:54:54 UTC  

@Sir Harndes your mental health issues are obviously something that you deal with daily. Have you tried any kind of talk therapy with a professional?

I'm only asking because I'm being trained to become a psychologist and I've had training on suicide prevention. And this sure counts as a <#681048030597611530>. @Trash Squid @thedarkness05 and so many others have expressed to you our concern. We just want you to know that we are here

2020-03-14 23:26:13 UTC  

@jecc13 yeah, i go to therapy frequently

2020-03-14 23:26:34 UTC  

Not even she understands very well. Lost cause

2020-03-15 00:05:20 UTC  

@Sir Harndes well have you considered getting a different therapist, someone you trust more or who is more understanding?

2020-03-15 00:07:46 UTC  

Well maybe, idk

2020-03-15 00:08:07 UTC  

I kinda like her. She goes directly to the point unlike the last one

2020-03-15 00:08:25 UTC  

But she keeps saying the same things over and over again