Im not gonna tell you how it is, but most of the time its because you have some unfinished business

Something you gotta figure out, whats bothering you and why

I have so many fucking things I need to figure out

Right

Clear your head and sort it out. It aint gonna be easy but everything worth having takes work

Its the good man, its good. Go get the good. No reason not to

And you dont even gotta go anywhere to get it

What hurts the most is knowing that and lacking the will to do what I need to

Alright enough whining, thank you for your words, I appreciate you

No mate I'm here to help. Ive been there and done that

While im still in that boat with you. I know whats required, and lack the will to really take it serious. Probably because its gonna be painful

But growth is painful

Its humbling and it reminds you of your place

Just gotta be unafraid man

I smoke weed to fill the whole

Hole*

I was just about to say

I haven't smoked weed in over two years

But it doesn't help much. Its more to make me patient with these badass kids lol

Was the classic 7 bowls a day stoner

Yeah me too. Im slowing down a bunch

Didn't eat like shit and get fat like some do though thankfully

Gotta get muh shit ready to boog

If nothing else has motivated me is to be the go getter goon

Cant jump into combat with a cloudy mind

To lift, run, read, stretch, train, become familiar with my equipment by being around it constantly

Yes

Today i had a meet with local goons. It went ok but im really questioning alot about it

We're all at different levels

Yeah you aint lying

Like it's hard to explain to other good kids in here that a 500 dollar AR and a simmons is not adequate

Nor is simply having the shit and not using it

Right

But I got dudes with neither wanting to boog lol

Im like uhh, heres a mosin

Heres a single 12ga

Then they ain't goons

Body shields 😂

1 is and im down with that

One i know from years ago

One i met 2 weeks ago and im convinced he missed his chance to shoot up the high school now he wants to boog