Да, do yeets!

Trying to figure out how to afford airsoft

I miss force on force training

@Ramrod1992 soccer is cheaper.

Locally there's some people offering the MILES training system

You're in Louisville, there should be a men's league for everything

Miles is fun

And yeah they just built a soccer stadium

I haven't tried it but I might give it a go

We have a place out here called zeisman training facility on Fort Knox, they allow regular civilians to sign up and go out there and do app for versus army guys local PD SWAT all the alphabet boys Etc

I just dont wanna go lol. Need to motivate myself

That idea makes me happy.

Sounds like you need to accept that you have a deficiency in an area training will solve, then go.

Something something about my paintball team again

Side I learned that i can speed load my magfed lol

Also like, main reason I started sports was because I was afraid I wouldn't be able to compete and that I'd suck.

Needed to confront that fear and deal with it.

Yep

I just never got into actual sports

Face it honestly and forthrightly and say im not as good as I could be at this.

I'd play in the yard n shit with the boys

^ same

But I don't discount it at all

Only reason I talk about it all the time is because it has absolutely changed my life

Yeah man. Ive been working on myself alot here lately

Now im trying to reconcile alot of personal beliefs and accept they are wrong. Its painful but it helps

Being a bit humble sometimes

Humility is the singular prerequisite to growth

Yep

Thats something im afraid of. My wife doesnt want to face the pain

I'm ready

I just dont want to leave her behind

Im sure she'd feel that way

Not your problem

Honestly

That's hers

Right but shes my responsibility

If you're an effective and fully leveled man will you be in a better or worse spot to do what your wife needs

Im not sure, better id like to think

Much better

My wife felt left behind

Guess what she had to do