Message from @StØic

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2018-11-12 09:50:38 UTC  

didnt work for me but you never know

2018-11-12 09:50:49 UTC  

although it has a... habit... of making you gain like 20% of your body weight

2018-11-12 09:50:57 UTC  

I was on sertraline January thru april and I still haven't recovered

2018-11-12 09:51:09 UTC  

My anti-depressants helped me but just made other things worse lol.

2018-11-12 09:51:23 UTC  

mirtazipine will either save you or make you a zombie

2018-11-12 09:51:27 UTC  

Killed my appetite, so I didn't eat. Still haven't got my classic appetite back and can't eat as much

2018-11-12 09:51:36 UTC  

mirtazipine is the opposite

2018-11-12 09:51:37 UTC  

literally

2018-11-12 09:51:40 UTC  

anything you will want

2018-11-12 09:51:40 UTC  

Oh no

2018-11-12 09:51:47 UTC  

it doesnt matter if its something you hate

2018-11-12 09:51:49 UTC  

Even the migrants know what Germany did

2018-11-12 09:51:50 UTC  

you will want to eat it anyway

2018-11-12 09:51:51 UTC  

Also have permanent visual artifacts from the drugs

2018-11-12 09:51:55 UTC  

shit really?

2018-11-12 09:52:14 UTC  

It's been over 6 months so I'm assuming they're there to stay.

2018-11-12 09:52:18 UTC  

sorry to hear that, things in the eye (in your vision constantly) are actually infuriating

2018-11-12 09:52:47 UTC  

I'm mostly used to it but it can be really annoying for stuff like lectures

2018-11-12 09:52:59 UTC  

Visual artefacts?

2018-11-12 09:53:02 UTC  

Had these eye floaters that have been with me for literally over a decade

2018-11-12 09:53:09 UTC  

but they're black and in the center of my vision

2018-11-12 09:53:11 UTC  

It's right in the centre of my vision so reading through it can be quite tough.

2018-11-12 09:53:13 UTC  

imagine irl crosshairs but annoying

2018-11-12 09:53:21 UTC  

and also weird

2018-11-12 09:53:42 UTC  

Well in that case

2018-11-12 09:53:46 UTC  

I can empathise with you

2018-11-12 09:54:01 UTC  

it will get more tolerable over time but they are always gonna be something you will notice

2018-11-12 09:54:08 UTC  

@Dandy Zerg some drugs can cause affects to vision, if it's like a spot on your vision, as opposed to like general blurring, it's known as an artifact

2018-11-12 09:54:32 UTC  

That's a shame.

2018-11-12 09:54:33 UTC  

Like when you look at a bright light then look away and blink, you get that black spot in your vision?

2018-11-12 09:54:50 UTC  

I have that but permanent in the centre of my vision.

2018-11-12 09:55:00 UTC  

if it doesnt go away

2018-11-12 09:55:18 UTC  

seriously its going to be a while before you can go without them being a conscious thing you notice 24/7

2018-11-12 09:55:24 UTC  

sorry to tell you the bad news

2018-11-12 09:55:49 UTC  

especially when you look at anything white

2018-11-12 09:55:55 UTC  

that's when it'll probably be the worst

2018-11-12 09:55:58 UTC  

(obviously)

2018-11-12 09:56:03 UTC  

I'm pretty much used to them and don't really focus on them, but I do get moments throughout the day when they pop into awareness.

2018-11-12 09:56:03 UTC  

I remember a while back I was playing mw2 on my xbox 360, and I just fucking lost all of my vision and was near blind for 2 hours.

2018-11-12 09:56:08 UTC  

Scared me shitless