i lost my dad at 4 which means that i couldnt understand he died and so i learned each night that he died and wake up and still dont get it because understanding death is form 6 or 4 years

so i lost my dad each night for 3 years

Oh dear.

and so i become strong

Actually coming to think of it

It may produce a Bobrov reaction in the brain

That’s fine.

A trauma making someone mentally resilient or strong

my family does hate me since some month because im logical

so

I never had a trauma; but I have a super strong mental state.

my life is pretty

life

i got a trauma

at about 3 or 4 or 5

i dont remember when

but

my mom coming into a big room with 2 beds

after toilets

and me overthinking her as a monster

since this im still scared in dark

That’s an ingrained memory.

and i imagine myself being killed in every way possible

Must be pretty significant

so

yeah

also

i dont go to school anymore and so stay home alone

since 5 month

How old are you?

15

Your family probably doesn’t hate you

my profile pic is expressing my feelings i guess

Being realistic.

well

Christianity

they dont like me

Next

so

it's the same

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