😂

i cant find motivation to do more education

i dont like the way i look

Oh god noo lmaoo

i hate having people look at me

eye contact makes me nervous

i sometimes get horrible nightmares

Oof

it just takes time

and i keep thinking about death

Everything makes me nervous these days

you can't rush confidence

Used to not be so. I swear I used to be a shark

i look down a lot

I was I’m the same boat as you a year ago. I basically took a year off of being a contributing citizen and family/friend

I'm all about them eyes, but obviously not with strangers. Eyes themselves are very beaut

Kebab

but sometimes looking down isnt an option in the "professional world"

so it is what it is

ive been taking many years off

I was very aggressive in my career path

Don’t give up on yourself

things have been getting better and worse at different times

Yo kebab, be an otaku, I dare you

but generally spiralling down

Kinda same

Have you tried therapy

not for this

yet

But don't give up girl

It to be annoying

therapy for other shit years ago, yeah, didnt do a lot

Rick Astley isn't gonna give up on you

Yeah you should go

You should, it sounds kind of like agoraphobic and ptsd

I'm going

Phobia

ptsd from bullying and my father, yup

ptsd is a bitch

it makes me so weak

And there ar emethods to work through ptsd and medicine for nightmares cause specifically by ptsd