Damn

Sup

Nighttime now. It was a good day I’m just fucking exhausted

Thanks!! How are you

Yeah I do.

I have trouble breathing at my moms house 😭 it’s very dusty

She wants me to stay here longer but I can’t even sleep comfortably

It’s so annoying

I want to go back to Colorado on Monday

Jeeeez

She’s all sad I’m leaving but she works a lot anyway so I can’t spend time with her

Syn are you American

Ah

Dang

Aw:(

I was I’m the same boat as you a year ago. I basically took a year off of being a contributing citizen and family/friend

Kebab

Don’t give up on yourself

Have you tried therapy

It to be annoying

You should, it sounds kind of like agoraphobic and ptsd

Phobia

And there ar emethods to work through ptsd and medicine for nightmares cause specifically by ptsd

You’re not weak

It’s overwhelming

You feel stuck

You aren’t how you feel necessarily

You do have us!

Venting is talking

I understand, not completely but I e dealt with agoraphobia this past year

Kebab I’m sorry you’re going through all this, but I hope you know you have us and I wish there was someway I could help, I don’t even really know what to say except I truly believe you are stronger and braver than you think

No! Don’t say that kebab

Because I think you’re a,axing the way you are, you shouldn’t wish to be anyone that isn’t you

It makes me sad

I deeply misunderstood what you were saying and where you were coming from

Wait I’m confused

A lot of things cause problems

But we can’t change who we are

Well yeah

Don’t some trans people not go all the way with transitioning?

I thought it was mostly about like doing what you feel is right for you

Yeah

Yeah, but if you don’t want to do hormones that’s ok

It doesn’t make you like less of a trans person or anything

I mean sometimes in life we have to make hard decisions and at the end of the day if you can live with your decision that is all that matters

Make the one you can live with

Hm. Have you talked to a hormone therapy doctor about your options?

I see, I know you dont have a ton Of money rn but talking to. Doctor might help

Yeah but you need someone who knows a lot about hormones and the endocrine system

Sounds like an asshole

Fair

That’s what I’m sayin

True but a doctor who knows about hormones might be able to help you

With that aspect

Yeah but you don’t know how exactly the hormones work like an endocrinologist does

But like on the Level that they know

Plus they have access to more research and can connect you to other doctors

Why don’t you just get some sperm frozen

Or you want to keep your balls

Ooh

Good ol North Korea

Mood

O

O

Idk... Im Sorry

So we need a possible solution

You could do face surgery stuff

I know expensive

You could learn to contour with make up

You can make your face look different doing that

Therapy helps a lot

That sucks

Can you get on another wait list

You cannot give up

Agreed

I thought it was up

Uk* they was good

Idk anything tbh

My insurance is good

My moms an R n

No one knows where anything will lead, that’s life

Do they jack up medicine prices there syn

Yeah going to the hospital without insurance is basically a life debt sentence

You’d have insurance then tho

Yup. America is fuvkijg backwards as hell

I’m thankful for my moms insurance

Yeah true that

uwu

Americaaaaaa. Fuck yeaaax

Ram frog me too

Mexican American ftw

Yeeeehaw

lol

Oh that’s really interesting

I’m bingeing repzion rn

I’m a dumb ho

Ideologically

Aye frog

Fuck lol