yeeeh

cheers

Nah being stuck isn't that exciting

I started it. But it's a scary thing

being stuck is awful

It is

and some of these problems cannot even be solved at all

All the best on your business bro

I've got a lot of people excited about what im doing...like a lot of funders

wish i could just stop being trans

Kebab I’m sorry you’re going through all this, but I hope you know you have us and I wish there was someway I could help, I don’t even really know what to say except I truly believe you are stronger and braver than you think

but i feel like i won't be able to deliver

Seconded @denisejn

No! Don’t say that kebab

oh sure, i appreciate this place

be you

people are genuine

just be a person lol

most people lol

I was scared of that as well. Which is why I funded by myself

theres certain individuals who are very nasty but thats a small minority

I'm currently funding myself

@denisejn why not?

But i've got people trying to get in on what im doing

Because I think you’re a,axing the way you are, you shouldn’t wish to be anyone that isn’t you

which might be something to consider

It makes me sad

i feel like people might take off with my ideas

you said the opposite a while ago LOL

but oh well

I deeply misunderstood what you were saying and where you were coming from

I get the part about wanting to stop being trans. I wish I was in blissful ignorance myself. But yanno life moves on and the bad and the good parts build you up. In the end being trans isn't bad in itself and it doesn't make anyone anything, but it does cause anguish. I say that cause I relate to wishing that I wouldn't like girls like that

being trans IS bad

Wait I’m confused

why this

because i have conflicting ideas

and i cannot be myself

1. cannot out myself

2. i dont wanna do hormones cuz they will fuck with my body in ways i dont like

they kill fertility and other things

and thats the most relevant part about transitioning