Message from @insanelyvain

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2019-12-28 08:27:01 UTC  

Women resort to drug overdoses

2019-12-28 08:27:08 UTC  

Yep

2019-12-28 08:27:13 UTC  

I did that

2019-12-28 08:27:17 UTC  

Didn't work

2019-12-28 08:27:26 UTC  

Next time I'll just hang myself

2019-12-28 08:27:32 UTC  

Till then bleh

2019-12-28 08:27:36 UTC  

I honestly don't understand suicide

2019-12-28 08:27:49 UTC  

I can't comprehend it

2019-12-28 08:27:51 UTC  

It's based on irrational thoughts

2019-12-28 08:28:13 UTC  

That just works on yelling and yelling and yelling in your brain

2019-12-28 08:28:15 UTC  

@sleepysclmsft don't say shit like that

2019-12-28 08:28:23 UTC  

Okay

2019-12-28 08:28:31 UTC  

I know it is, but it's something that I can't perceive

2019-12-28 08:28:40 UTC  

Killing yourself is a waste

2019-12-28 08:28:59 UTC  

Everytime I think of a negativity, your brain just resorts to one thought process

2019-12-28 08:29:06 UTC  

It just is

2019-12-28 08:29:21 UTC  

I guess it's just better to never know

2019-12-28 08:29:28 UTC  

I know, but you gotta keep fighting

2019-12-28 08:29:36 UTC  

It's like the call of the void phenomenon, where you look down from a great height and you feel like you're gonna fall

2019-12-28 08:29:46 UTC  

No it's okay

2019-12-28 08:29:56 UTC  

I hate heights xD

2019-12-28 08:29:56 UTC  

I'm not going to actively resort to suicide

2019-12-28 08:30:01 UTC  

@sleepysclmsft depression is a serious thing you should address

2019-12-28 08:30:18 UTC  

I love heights, but recently they've been ruined for me

2019-12-28 08:30:21 UTC  

Dude I wish

2019-12-28 08:30:30 UTC  

I need actual therapy

2019-12-28 08:30:32 UTC  

When I'm dreaming and I jump from a great height, I fly

2019-12-28 08:30:48 UTC  

But I'm able to control my dreams

2019-12-28 08:30:57 UTC  

Angel wings and all

2019-12-28 08:31:03 UTC  

I went to a counsellor in school related to SH, and all she did was ask about my stream choice for 3 sittinga

2019-12-28 08:31:04 UTC  

Lol

2019-12-28 08:31:07 UTC  

Those suckers are huge!

2019-12-28 08:31:16 UTC  

Yep I love lucid dreams

2019-12-28 08:31:27 UTC  

After that mom found out

2019-12-28 08:31:29 UTC  

I rarely dream

2019-12-28 08:31:39 UTC  

Most people can't lucid dream

2019-12-28 08:31:48 UTC  

Most of the time I just see blackness

2019-12-28 08:31:53 UTC  

Typically I kill hitler every night

2019-12-28 08:32:01 UTC  

A different way each time

2019-12-28 08:32:11 UTC  

And because of her prev experience with the previous school counsellor in 5th grade she forbade me again

2019-12-28 08:32:14 UTC  

It gets boring after a while