Message from @sleepysclmsft

Discord ID: 660400938292477972


2019-12-28 08:33:16 UTC  

Did you walk a lot?

2019-12-28 08:33:23 UTC  

I'd rather watch him be gang raped and turned into the prison cum dump

2019-12-28 08:33:36 UTC  

No. I did condition training yesterday

2019-12-28 08:33:41 UTC  

Youch, but deserved

2019-12-28 08:33:46 UTC  

Which is?

2019-12-28 08:34:20 UTC  

Which is kicking a very heavy bag as hard as you can over and over

2019-12-28 08:34:41 UTC  

First thing when I get to a uni abroad, if I have a health insurance, is get fucking therapy

2019-12-28 08:34:47 UTC  

OUCH

2019-12-28 08:34:47 UTC  

It hardens your shins

2019-12-28 08:34:54 UTC  

FUCKING OUCH

2019-12-28 08:35:00 UTC  

I hate doing that

2019-12-28 08:35:47 UTC  

@insanelyvain yea, that shit hurts

2019-12-28 08:36:00 UTC  

The good and bad thing for me is that my low kick is very hard

2019-12-28 08:36:13 UTC  

Don't do it as an excercise, but god sometimes while weighting cartons used for travelling I have to kick them a distance, then pick them using a lot of knee strength

2019-12-28 08:36:25 UTC  

Safe to say, hate the packing part of travelling

2019-12-28 08:36:26 UTC  

Most people don't even like holding pads for me when I kick

2019-12-28 08:36:33 UTC  

Oof

2019-12-28 08:36:41 UTC  

That's good improvement

2019-12-28 08:37:19 UTC  

It was awful, 2017 was awful

2019-12-28 08:37:24 UTC  

Actually. It's almost always been like that

2019-12-28 08:37:33 UTC  

Made me ruin my already fail worthy grade

2019-12-28 08:37:54 UTC  

I went from a 9.6 GPA to 53%

2019-12-28 08:38:10 UTC  

Ouch

2019-12-28 08:38:13 UTC  

Yet mom still thinks I'm faking ot

2019-12-28 08:38:19 UTC  

I'm fucking faking it yeah

2019-12-28 08:38:36 UTC  

I still get fail worthy grades in college

2019-12-28 08:38:47 UTC  

But I'm gonna be my mythical best this semester

2019-12-28 08:38:59 UTC  

It doesn't have major math anymore

2019-12-28 08:39:01 UTC  

Do et

2019-12-28 08:39:22 UTC  

Think of it this way

2019-12-28 08:40:06 UTC  

The better you do the better your chances of escaping the toxic environment you're in rn

2019-12-28 08:40:35 UTC  

Yesss I'm trying my best

2019-12-28 08:40:49 UTC  

It's just....idk let's put it this way

2019-12-28 08:41:11 UTC  

I'm a year clean from SH, but my mindset still hasn't changed

2019-12-28 08:41:15 UTC  

It just got worse

2019-12-28 08:41:23 UTC  

Cause I have no friends

2019-12-28 08:41:23 UTC  

SH?

2019-12-28 08:41:28 UTC  

Self harm

2019-12-28 08:41:33 UTC  

Ah

2019-12-28 08:41:39 UTC  

Yeah

2019-12-28 08:41:42 UTC  

You do have friends