Message from @Locus

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2019-12-28 18:46:01 UTC  

I get to go on them more since I have a 6 yr old nephew

2019-12-28 18:46:07 UTC  

noice

2019-12-28 18:46:08 UTC  

*living vicariously*

2019-12-28 18:46:16 UTC  

High adrenaline activities just trigger the feeling of when I had panic and anxiety attacks constantly

2019-12-28 18:46:22 UTC  

So it's hard for me to bridge

2019-12-28 18:46:37 UTC  

ahh makes sense

2019-12-28 18:46:41 UTC  

Ahhh I don't get those I guess

2019-12-28 18:46:42 UTC  

I tend to get overexcited and overstimulated as well

2019-12-28 18:46:44 UTC  

but that drop though

2019-12-28 18:46:49 UTC  

Yeah

2019-12-28 18:46:54 UTC  

I tend to disconnect/disassociate over anything else

2019-12-28 18:47:13 UTC  

Derealization

2019-12-28 18:47:15 UTC  

I've made myself not do that due to personal reasons

2019-12-28 18:47:18 UTC  

oof

2019-12-28 18:47:29 UTC  

sucks on roller coasters

2019-12-28 18:47:46 UTC  

I actually stopped depresonalizing about 5 months back and I hadn't realized what a sheet I had over myself the whole time til it stopped

2019-12-28 18:47:49 UTC  

It felt wild

2019-12-28 18:47:52 UTC  

@Deleted User no its you lol

2019-12-28 18:47:54 UTC  

Wait no, 3 months

2019-12-28 18:47:58 UTC  

cause the gut dropping feeling is the best in the world

2019-12-28 18:48:05 UTC  

change your output device ig

2019-12-28 18:48:26 UTC  

nAH LIKE I SEE SKY DIVING VIDEOS AND FEEL SICK

2019-12-28 18:48:31 UTC  

i sometimes wonder if i have depersonalization, but honestly idk

2019-12-28 18:48:37 UTC  

I can't really stop it

2019-12-28 18:48:40 UTC  

oof

2019-12-28 18:48:40 UTC  

Well except shrooms

2019-12-28 18:48:47 UTC  

Well I didnt stop on purpose

2019-12-28 18:48:51 UTC  

It's why I love shrooms

2019-12-28 18:48:57 UTC  

Tends to ground me

2019-12-28 18:49:00 UTC  

I've been working on myself for a long while

2019-12-28 18:49:09 UTC  

it feels like i will never know

2019-12-28 18:49:17 UTC  

that s nice infant

2019-12-28 18:49:21 UTC  

It was a big moment for me

2019-12-28 18:49:29 UTC  

Mines mental and physical so not much I can do tbh

2019-12-28 18:49:36 UTC  

Caffiene does it to me

2019-12-28 18:49:48 UTC  

uh huh

2019-12-28 18:49:58 UTC  

Are you able to therapy?

2019-12-28 18:49:59 UTC  

I avoid caffiene as much as possible

2019-12-28 18:50:01 UTC  

Nope

2019-12-28 18:50:02 UTC  

Same

2019-12-28 18:50:05 UTC  

Not enough $$$