can't explain tbh, i just don't want to sleep

OwO

That's fair

I even take sleeping pills

And still have trouble sleeping

I used to :/

my house is quiet, it barely is

im just enjoying the silence while it exists

They do seem to help me sleep in more though

That's nice!

i am having major sad boi hours oof

thats nice man

Sleeping pills I feel lile yeah definitley make ppl droswier the nezt day

i dont need sleeping pills, all i need to do is lay down

My cat kept waking me up last night and I kinda hated it

ouf

I wish

god i am the poster child of sleepyhead

my eyes are always droopy

I used to have a poor relationship with sleep (still kinda do) but then my dumbass got myself hooked on the sleeping pills

Then moved on to benzos

i doze off anywhere if i want ti

Hahaha that's awesome

thats nice scoops

but i cannot control it in classes, so thats a downer

Haha oh no I had to stop with the benzos too. My dumbass addictive personality takes things too far

Oof ok yeah that's hard

ah try not to i guess

Yeah I can sleep a lot better wirhout any meds now (except I need my nightmare meds)

sometimes i dont even realize when i am sleeping and when i just zoned out

But its nice! Nor needing meds

Oh noooo

That's hard

which sounds so ignorant, but i dont know how to explain it

You gotta practice that mindfulness!!

No I understand

yep

basically bio clock, who's she?

i only know drifting in and out of consciousness oof

Omf haha

Is that what you're doing rn