Message from @sleepysclmsft

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2020-01-08 23:03:07 UTC  

My apartment had a mattress, a futon and a computer desk when I first moved on my own

2020-01-08 23:03:16 UTC  

No pictures

2020-01-08 23:03:43 UTC  

I don't have any pictures of me and my family

2020-01-08 23:05:56 UTC  

Yeah idunni

2020-01-08 23:06:26 UTC  

I have a little secret box of keepsakes. I put important people from my life in there

2020-01-08 23:07:07 UTC  

Things that remind me of them. Would probably just be a box of junk to anyone else

2020-01-08 23:07:56 UTC  

I have pictures of myself and my husband

2020-01-08 23:08:14 UTC  

Oh god my house is a shrine to my vanity. And Clint Eastwood

2020-01-08 23:08:16 UTC  

Tbh if we have the cloud now, why do we need a place where we display our fam pics to others

2020-01-08 23:08:49 UTC  

And if I need pics, I will keep them as small keepsakes in a scrapbook far away

2020-01-08 23:08:58 UTC  

mine don't exist.

2020-01-08 23:09:17 UTC  

I thought I would bring the keepsakes I already had, but when I moved back to India I three the fam pics

2020-01-08 23:09:25 UTC  

Never felt lighter

2020-01-08 23:09:43 UTC  

Although if I had a Polaroid with my friends I would have kept it

2020-01-08 23:09:51 UTC  

But rest of the stuff

2020-01-08 23:10:08 UTC  

Awe

2020-01-08 23:10:10 UTC  

....let's just say I don't give a fuck if I wake up the next day with total amnesia

2020-01-08 23:10:39 UTC  

In fact, I wish I already had one despite already not remembering half of my childhood

2020-01-08 23:10:57 UTC  

Probably just a thing I want

2020-01-08 23:11:30 UTC  

I already feel like I will forget the good stuff by the time I grow old

2020-01-08 23:11:36 UTC  

What's the use then?

2020-01-08 23:11:50 UTC  

Just make memories and shove them in the back of your head

2020-01-08 23:12:15 UTC  

Then use them as cues for crying when you don't have a reason to feel low

2020-01-08 23:12:44 UTC  

So you realize what you do miss

2020-01-08 23:12:54 UTC  

...shit my emo is showing oof

2020-01-08 23:14:56 UTC  

Meh. You'll make new good stuff

2020-01-08 23:15:05 UTC  

Yep, I hope that

2020-01-08 23:15:12 UTC  

Soon enough

2020-01-08 23:15:43 UTC  

You ok sleepy?

2020-01-08 23:15:45 UTC  

Lol

2020-01-08 23:15:48 UTC  

No

2020-01-08 23:15:54 UTC  

Oof

2020-01-08 23:16:01 UTC  

Why not?

2020-01-08 23:16:02 UTC  

But bleh

2020-01-08 23:16:16 UTC  

I am getting depressive again I guess

2020-01-08 23:16:26 UTC  

Spent the entire day pissy and cryey

2020-01-08 23:16:34 UTC  

I am awake for sure

2020-01-08 23:16:37 UTC  

But you're back in school soon no?

2020-01-08 23:16:42 UTC  

hi awake I’m dad

2020-01-08 23:16:47 UTC  

It starts today

2020-01-08 23:16:57 UTC  

You need a place to go to be alone