Message from @Anime Horror Doll

Discord ID: 664860579546136612


2020-01-09 15:53:36 UTC  

I'm not consistent bc usually I'm literally on Discord with my mom and and Godmother killing zombies in Dying light most of the time

2020-01-09 15:53:49 UTC  

That's noice wow

2020-01-09 15:54:09 UTC  

Also that's better than having no life aka me

2020-01-09 15:54:59 UTC  

Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

2020-01-09 15:55:02 UTC  

I spent the rest of day after classes on vc oof

2020-01-09 15:55:22 UTC  

@The Librarian OMFG I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT THAT POEM WOW

2020-01-09 15:56:04 UTC  

My mum is an old Gen Xer. She's in her 50's and disabled. Since I am also disabled (got sick at 21- long story) and my life is literally always at my computer at home- so my life is small but I love it 😄

2020-01-09 15:56:24 UTC  

That's good

2020-01-09 15:56:25 UTC  

This made me think of it

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/228754920050786315/664860037805506560/unknown.png

2020-01-09 15:56:36 UTC  

Happiness in any form is highly appreciated

2020-01-09 15:56:38 UTC  

DMC is one of my favories gaming franchises every actually

2020-01-09 15:57:00 UTC  

agreed. Especially sice I was depressed as fuck for almost a decade

2020-01-09 15:57:04 UTC  

since*

2020-01-09 15:57:11 UTC  

Aww

2020-01-09 15:57:21 UTC  

Good to know it ain't that bad all the time

2020-01-09 15:57:44 UTC  

ahh this fucking cord is giving my typos!

2020-01-09 15:57:47 UTC  

Me personally, I go through just periods of super appreciation,then go spend a lot of time moping

2020-01-09 15:57:51 UTC  

Oof

2020-01-09 15:58:15 UTC  

But somehow the moping time sticks with me longer than the appreciation time

2020-01-09 15:58:24 UTC  

And that makes me very cynical

2020-01-09 15:58:34 UTC  

yeah, I do have clinical depression- but I don't admit it to head shrinks lol. I only give them the anxiety

2020-01-09 15:58:38 UTC  

and insomnia

2020-01-09 15:58:46 UTC  

Head shrinks?

2020-01-09 15:59:14 UTC  

therapists/psychologists

2020-01-09 15:59:20 UTC  

Ah got it

2020-01-09 15:59:23 UTC  

Idk

2020-01-09 15:59:30 UTC  

I definitely need therspy

2020-01-09 16:00:06 UTC  

I am actually better at giving therapy than getting it

2020-01-09 16:00:19 UTC  

Oof I wish I could console myself

2020-01-09 16:00:34 UTC  

I have a head for psychology but unfortunately I am not certified

2020-01-09 16:00:39 UTC  

But I just go through it and then fake it till I make it

2020-01-09 16:00:57 UTC  

that's a normal defense response actually

2020-01-09 16:00:59 UTC  

Wut

2020-01-09 16:01:15 UTC  

@Anime Horror Doll would you have done a degree in psychology had you gotten the chance to?

2020-01-09 16:01:41 UTC  

Useless degree.

2020-01-09 16:01:45 UTC  

Weldingggggg

2020-01-09 16:01:58 UTC  

Trades are underappreciated

2020-01-09 16:02:13 UTC  

Dont get it if you cant good money from ir.

2020-01-09 16:02:14 UTC  

For real, wish I could just do a vocational course in coding

2020-01-09 16:02:29 UTC  

Instead of doing a whole ass engineering degree

2020-01-09 16:02:46 UTC  

Not worth it