Message from @๐™ข๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™š๐™–๐™ฉ๐™š๐™งโ„ข

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At his last work place some French partridge chicks got out of their pen so his boss said that if he could catch them he could keep them. They were so cute but all unfortunately died but one.โ˜น

2020-01-29 10:31:27 UTC  

Any adult is welcome

Oooh a writer. That sounds awesome.

2020-01-29 10:31:52 UTC  

I knoww

And then they could write a book about your life together.

2020-01-29 10:32:02 UTC  

The amount of ideas they would have

2020-01-29 10:32:07 UTC  

Nah not my life

2020-01-29 10:32:18 UTC  

Just another version of this world

They'd get some inspiration from you though.

2020-01-29 10:32:32 UTC  

Another set of people

2020-01-29 10:32:40 UTC  

I mean, they could

Maybe you could write something yourself, even if it is just for yourself to see.

2020-01-29 10:33:02 UTC  

I'm beautiful heuheu/s

2020-01-29 10:33:17 UTC  

I do write shit, and they are dumb, but it lightens my heart

I tried but I don't have the patience.๐Ÿ˜‚

2020-01-29 10:33:51 UTC  

Oh no I can't write novels for the death of me

2020-01-29 10:33:57 UTC  

It's not even writing technically

2020-01-29 10:34:06 UTC  

It's just me jotting down ideas

2020-01-29 10:34:19 UTC  

Think of it as having a storyboard of just actions and words

2020-01-29 10:34:43 UTC  

Or monologues of self pity and burning or destroying them

2020-01-29 10:35:03 UTC  

Or poems, again not good but ventable

2020-01-29 10:35:11 UTC  

It is, very much

2020-01-29 10:35:23 UTC  

I do that, write long messages and delete them

2020-01-29 10:35:35 UTC  

Or again, writing them on paper and burning them

2020-01-29 10:35:54 UTC  

Though I don't do that, since I don't feel the urge to anymore

2020-01-29 10:36:13 UTC  

I feel like I don't have to throw away my emotions anymore

2020-01-29 10:36:17 UTC  

I can handle them

2020-01-29 10:36:34 UTC  

I can control them to act or feel appropriately

2020-01-29 10:36:50 UTC  

They still exist, but now they're my mental ink to paint with

2020-01-29 10:37:11 UTC  

Not others to manipulate

2020-01-29 10:37:41 UTC  

They're my strength I can wear as my sleeve

2020-01-29 10:38:06 UTC  

People say emotions make you weak, and they do sometimes make you weak

2020-01-29 10:38:57 UTC  

But if you dwell on them well enough and combine them with logic, you can sometimes find your inspiration for your choices and your creativity

2020-01-29 10:39:09 UTC  

Also it's normal to feel

2020-01-29 10:39:35 UTC  

Idk, I always had a hard time with my emotions throughout my life, but I'm growing into them

2020-01-29 10:39:54 UTC  

They're not just me being emotionally helpless anymore

Sometimes you have to be at a weak point to be able to see the situation clearly because you'll look at it in so many different ways and be able to make a strong decision about it. That's how I feel anyway, even though what I do is hypocritical. Lol.