Message from @Syenite

Discord ID: 672913469485482005


2020-01-31 21:10:17 UTC  

First moment of clarity I'd had in a long time in high school

2020-01-31 21:10:34 UTC  

Last funeral I was at was for a really important family member to me

2020-01-31 21:10:50 UTC  

She died close to the end of the year. She'd gotten sick and got a blood infection
Died in her sleep

2020-01-31 21:11:00 UTC  

Sorry for your loss came

2020-01-31 21:11:20 UTC  

Its cool, its rolling up on 2 years and its really rough rn..

2020-01-31 21:11:32 UTC  

It comes in stages, 1st year is shock, 2nd is grief

2020-01-31 21:11:51 UTC  

And any mention of her or anything I see that was hers or from her really gets me crying

2020-01-31 21:12:32 UTC  

Im happy she went peacefully
I didnt have many things to say when they called me down
I remember everyone being really sad but i didn't feel similar
I only felt a great respect and gratitude towards the good she'd done for so many and was happy she went peacefully

2020-01-31 21:12:35 UTC  

but me and my mom are getting tattoos of dragonflys in memory of her

2020-01-31 21:12:42 UTC  

That's good

2020-01-31 21:12:56 UTC  

its said that after the death of someone, certain things happen

2020-01-31 21:13:02 UTC  

and seeing a ton of dragonflies is one

2020-01-31 21:13:08 UTC  

and thats what me and my mom kept seeing

2020-01-31 21:13:30 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/228754920050786315/672912367545221180/20200131_204840.jpg

2020-01-31 21:14:12 UTC  

same with feathers and stuff

2020-01-31 21:14:47 UTC  

My choochie (great aunt) was telling me that after her mother passed, the room her mom slept in was completely rearranged one day when she entered

2020-01-31 21:14:55 UTC  

So she asked if it was her mother and a chair moved from the corner

2020-01-31 21:15:01 UTC  

She swears by it

2020-01-31 21:17:36 UTC  

Mmmm

2020-01-31 21:17:48 UTC  

I'm making homemade pizza for supper.

2020-01-31 21:17:53 UTC  

I got the dough rising right now

2020-01-31 21:20:47 UTC  

I actually am not a bad cook when I actually cook

2020-01-31 21:20:56 UTC  

I just don't like cooking much

2020-01-31 21:24:39 UTC  

Better send pics bb

2020-01-31 21:24:42 UTC  

Yeeeeyah

2020-01-31 21:25:39 UTC  

Can anyone else just kinda not stand watching most good mythical morning videos

2020-01-31 21:25:49 UTC  

The pacing just kills me most of the time

2020-01-31 21:26:06 UTC  

h-hullo

2020-01-31 21:26:48 UTC  

@Blackjax MY MAN

2020-01-31 21:50:45 UTC  

American politics are fucked lol

2020-01-31 21:52:00 UTC  

Sup peeps?

2020-01-31 21:56:58 UTC  

So weirded out

2020-01-31 21:57:37 UTC  

I was just having a normal drrwam, and then somoen calls my name in an accent I never heard

2020-01-31 21:58:11 UTC  

I kid you not, my heart stopped, I was scared, and then noped out of the dream into reality

2020-01-31 21:58:16 UTC  

So fucking weird

2020-01-31 21:58:34 UTC  

Snap back to reality, there goes gravity.

2020-01-31 21:58:39 UTC  

The way I could nope out into reality was scary too

2020-01-31 21:59:02 UTC  

Idk the lyrics, but Eminem ayyyyeee

2020-01-31 22:00:01 UTC  

Why the hell are you asleep at... *3:30am*? Well, you got me there.

2020-01-31 22:00:12 UTC  

Bruh