lol we eat and get drunk at funerals

NICE

Ive never been to a funeral actually

I was going to once but i didnt end up looking into it much, was for this lady who had helped me with some mental stuff my senior year of highschool

She brough service dog puppies to socialize and learn like 2-3 times a week in the school and also took the time to talk to and help some sudents who really needed the help

She was the first one to really get me to understand how anxiety and panic attacks worked and why learning coping methods and controlling the frequency was so important

First moment of clarity I'd had in a long time in high school

Last funeral I was at was for a really important family member to me

She died close to the end of the year. She'd gotten sick and got a blood infection
Died in her sleep

Sorry for your loss came

Its cool, its rolling up on 2 years and its really rough rn..

It comes in stages, 1st year is shock, 2nd is grief

And any mention of her or anything I see that was hers or from her really gets me crying

Im happy she went peacefully
I didnt have many things to say when they called me down
I remember everyone being really sad but i didn't feel similar
I only felt a great respect and gratitude towards the good she'd done for so many and was happy she went peacefully

but me and my mom are getting tattoos of dragonflys in memory of her

That's good

its said that after the death of someone, certain things happen

and seeing a ton of dragonflies is one

and thats what me and my mom kept seeing

@Blaundee

same with feathers and stuff

My choochie (great aunt) was telling me that after her mother passed, the room her mom slept in was completely rearranged one day when she entered

So she asked if it was her mother and a chair moved from the corner

She swears by it

Mmmm

I'm making homemade pizza for supper.

I got the dough rising right now

I actually am not a bad cook when I actually cook

I just don't like cooking much

Better send pics bb

Yeeeeyah

Can anyone else just kinda not stand watching most good mythical morning videos

The pacing just kills me most of the time

h-hullo

@Blackjax MY MAN

American politics are fucked lol

Sup peeps?

https://tenor.com/view/red-hot-chili-peppers-rhcp-the-simpsons-give-it-away-rock-on-gif-5666853

So weirded out

I was just having a normal drrwam, and then somoen calls my name in an accent I never heard

I kid you not, my heart stopped, I was scared, and then noped out of the dream into reality