Message from @sleepysclmsft

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2020-02-01 18:49:09 UTC  

But still wouldn't sleep

2020-02-01 18:49:19 UTC  

If I don't have net I'll just stare into the distance

2020-02-01 18:49:33 UTC  

I don't stay in bed much

2020-02-01 18:49:44 UTC  

I'm so fucking lazy rip

2020-02-01 18:49:56 UTC  

I have issues getting to sleep

2020-02-01 18:50:00 UTC  

I can die in sleep, that's the perfect way to go

2020-02-01 18:50:05 UTC  

It's cuz you're depressed

2020-02-01 18:50:07 UTC  

Once I'm down though I'm down a long time

2020-02-01 18:50:14 UTC  

I mean, true

2020-02-01 18:50:19 UTC  

But that's most of my life

2020-02-01 18:50:20 UTC  

You lose the will to do stuff

2020-02-01 18:50:30 UTC  

And everything seems pointless

2020-02-01 18:50:33 UTC  

Idk what to think about it

2020-02-01 18:50:41 UTC  

It doesn't seem that kind of pointless

2020-02-01 18:50:56 UTC  

But if there is no one around to motivate me it gets bad

2020-02-01 18:51:12 UTC  

Like today was shit

2020-02-01 18:51:16 UTC  

You're also probably procrastinating a lot

2020-02-01 18:51:29 UTC  

I am the procastinating queen

2020-02-01 18:51:38 UTC  

Exactly

2020-02-01 18:51:49 UTC  

I know cuz I'm similar

2020-02-01 18:52:10 UTC  

I always had a hard time submitting stuff on time

2020-02-01 18:52:19 UTC  

In college I take the initiative to do stuff now

2020-02-01 18:52:40 UTC  

But back in school, I was that typical "gifted but lazy" kid

2020-02-01 18:53:03 UTC  

Hah

2020-02-01 18:53:13 UTC  

hello

2020-02-01 18:53:16 UTC  

I would listen in class and that would have be enough for me to ace shit

2020-02-01 18:53:20 UTC  
2020-02-01 18:53:27 UTC  

I've never been that gifted

2020-02-01 18:53:32 UTC  
2020-02-01 18:53:46 UTC  

studying for tests usually makes the grade i get worse

2020-02-01 18:53:49 UTC  

Fast forward to 2016

2020-02-01 18:53:59 UTC  

And fucking hell nothing ever worked for me

2020-02-01 18:54:01 UTC  

I didn't study for any of my finals last semester and got As on all of them

2020-02-01 18:54:05 UTC  

granted I don

2020-02-01 18:54:07 UTC  

I barely passed

2020-02-01 18:54:14 UTC  

don't have any math classes this year thank god

2020-02-01 18:54:24 UTC  

that would be a different story

2020-02-01 18:54:26 UTC  

Thank fuck, I don't have any after this sem

2020-02-01 18:54:44 UTC  

One of my major banes was math

2020-02-01 18:54:48 UTC  

English though

2020-02-01 18:55:13 UTC  

If mom allowed me to participate in paid plays, I would have been the theatre kid