kinda same

My longterm boyfriend broke up with me a month and a half ago, and i went out on my first date since then

Same fuckin 6 am and I dunno why I’m up lmao

How was it?

It was nice? I just dont know how to feel

Yeah

My ex is trying to be friendly, too

It’s different

And asked me an hour ago if i was seeing anyone

Be strong

What is it to him tho

It’s jealousy

Exactly

yepsie

He fucked up when he left you

So 🤷

yep

I told him the truth, i dont want to lie to him. He’s asking bc he already knows the answer

Exact

He just wants it to be confirmed

Problem is, we still hang out

Because i suck and have no spine

Is he seeing someone

Nope

I was thinking maybe he’s asking cause he wants to feel better about what he’s doing

But if you say he’s not seeing anyone

Then he wants you back

I asked him point blank like...a week ago what we were

Because we’ve been seeing/sleeping w each other

Straight up said idk

Like ok, cool, im not waiting for you lol

Try and be strong ok

Trying

Half-failing, but trying

I know it’s easy to fall back into the stuff you used to do

Esp when you’re with someone for nearly 5 years

Cause you’re comfortable

Yeah exactly

It’s comforting and it’s something you don’t have to start over again from day one

But if you stay strong and say no, you’ll be a better person for it

We broke up over dumb shit though, i dont want to say no to him