I am

meh

Exhausted

ouf

kinda same

My longterm boyfriend broke up with me a month and a half ago, and i went out on my first date since then

Same fuckin 6 am and I dunno why I’m up lmao

How was it?

It was nice? I just dont know how to feel

Yeah

My ex is trying to be friendly, too

It’s different

And asked me an hour ago if i was seeing anyone

Be strong

What is it to him tho

It’s jealousy

Exactly

yepsie

He fucked up when he left you

So 🤷

yep

I told him the truth, i dont want to lie to him. He’s asking bc he already knows the answer

Exact

He just wants it to be confirmed

Problem is, we still hang out

Because i suck and have no spine

Is he seeing someone

Nope

I was thinking maybe he’s asking cause he wants to feel better about what he’s doing

But if you say he’s not seeing anyone

Then he wants you back

I asked him point blank like...a week ago what we were

Because we’ve been seeing/sleeping w each other

Straight up said idk

Like ok, cool, im not waiting for you lol

Try and be strong ok

Trying

Half-failing, but trying

I know it’s easy to fall back into the stuff you used to do

Esp when you’re with someone for nearly 5 years

Cause you’re comfortable