its okay sleepy

ive been sleeping all day too

I hate both of you

Just sayen

oi

I flunked half of my last semester

And well, duh I flunked them because they're hard

But I worked my ass for them during exam season

@insanelyvain#6763 hate you too yeee

And yes, I've been repeatedly flunking shit for the past 3 years, but it still hurts the same

Like, I wish I could do something I'm actually good at, but I can't

Worst part, my birthday is around the corner, so oof this times rant was also about how it would have been better if mom would have just married me off since I suck at college anyway, cause I'm getting older or some shit

Rip

oof

Now I gotta search for tutors yet again, it's a pain in the ass

Although low key all I want is some peace and motivation to study this shit

But I don't have either

And I can't stop dozing off today fuck

Even dad is telling mom to give the fuck up and move back to Saudia, cause I'm a failure anyway

But god knows why she stays here

Whatever

I just want to talk to someone, but the people I wanna talk to got their own shit going on, can't bother them

I wish someone here literally slapped me right now and made me study, cause I have more incoming exams around the corner

But lol, I just got to be an excusy bitch

Imma slap you with that self pity shit

Yeet

Come on cheer up

I know it feels like the end of the world right now, but exams aren't the most important thing in life

Finish what you're doing now and you can focus on what you want soon enough

True that, I'm shit at them for the last 3 years and I still apparently didn't learn the lesson

That's my goal

The lesson being?

Exams ain't the end of the world

And that moping doesn't solve shit

In fact, it blows it up

Just more ammo for everyone

Not even that

You just buy into being a failure

But tbh in fighting there's a saying

You either win or you learn

Yep