i have be a little careful about live chat. do not want to dox myself just yet. My story is a little scary to some, unbelivable to others and conterversial to many in the Christian community (which is quite surprising)

I am going to see where this goes. the powers at PSB may look at my story and say it is not a direction they want to go right or may put me on air to share my expereince.

Only time will tell

@ImOnly21 go on monday night at five eastern with pam and tell him to stop you if you are gettint out of line he will he ownes the channel he is the best one to go on with

some in the "Christian community are not Christian in their words or their deeds . It surprised me also

@zoomcat QSA there is bad apples every where you go i would not worry about the bad apples they are all ready bad

@hellcat I am usually a work at that time. I get to listen to them but I have a job that has me working a lot so figuring out when I can do that is hard. I Am not setup with mikes and stuff on my computer. Would have to use my phone which could be a pain but I'll take what you say under consideration. If PSB is OK with my message I want to take a little time to make it a more deliberate message in that there is a lot to cover so I want to make sure I have all my ducks lined up and have some time to ease people into the deeper parts of my story. If I just deep drive the first time I may lose or confuse people. One of those things I have learned over the years that too much truth too soon can hurt your message. In todays world you have to ease a little of people there or they fight back

I'll still pray for them though, as I was once a bad apple myself

@ImOnly21 eighties erin is on this afternoon for i think four hours at least three and she has an open link and she is reas smart i would try and get on when she comes on today i think she could talk to you a lot better than pam could not calling pam down but i think eighties erin is real smart and good

yes i believe you have to go easyat first as well @ImOnly21 but as far as i can see you are smart enough to do that on your owne and using a phone lots of people use phones if you dont have a headset with a mike at home where you can put it on and speak i went out and bought one just to do that

@zoomcat QSA i was too zoomcat but i am seventy two now and not bad apple any more i hope so anyway i live on common sence now and it is pretty good and i am a christian as well

@ImOnly21 look up high to the left you have a message

you will see it

@hellcat Smart enough? Depnends on how you look at it. Been beaten over the herd a few times by other beleivers so I have leared to temper my message a little. so if we can say "beaten about the head before I leanred" = "smart enough" then are correct - LOL :)

Saw your suggestion. I tried to list on the weekends when I can and I like 80's erin. I am working again to do so having the time to do that is kind of hard. it is easy to stop and type for a minute or two than have that time to be on-air right now. I'll look into it if I can get some time today

i will be listing to her today and if you come on i will hear you less the wife sends me somewhere

unserstand that. even thought I am working today I still have to run out do the same

i dont let her go to much we are in our seventies now and it is easier for me to do most things

@ImOnly21 you could do the same with your writing you may have to change a lot but you will still get your messae out i am sure of that just by chating with you you are not religious with me on here and you still get your mesage across

@hellcat "Relegious people" scare a bit. They are they ones who says you have to this or you cant do that because the chruch or Bible says so. I try to think of myself as more of a Godly or God fearing (in the proper sense of the word - respectful of power and magisty) with life experience that tends to go against what the "relegious people" think and say but I can assure you that life expereince had God all over it

believe me i got a brother that founnd religion and it is so hard to talk to him it is not funny

i am the same way but i have never ready the bible and too old to start now but never miss mass it was drilled into me when i was young you would not dare miss mass or you were in trouble

but my brothers religion is not mine

What I have found is that most of the people like that know what the chruch or Bible says but do not know why or reason/culture behind it. When you learn some of that you beging to understand what it meant when it was written does not have the same meaning today. Good example, "turn the other cheek". does not mean be weak and passive. Once you understand the context behind it you get a whole differnt meaning

can you be 100% sure what was 'drilled' into you is correct?

see i live on common sence and i know what turn the other cheek means no we are never sure what we are learning is the truth

that is where common sence comes in and you let it in one war and out the other

@ImOnly21 monkeywoman wants you to message her in pm

will do in a few minutes. thanks for the contact

her nick is the last green one down before you get to mine nick on right right click onher nick annd message her not mention message hat will put you in privet messsage

she has the monkey on the anchor avatar? I just pinged her to let her know I was reaching out to her

right

she just messaged me to tell you to call her

I DM'd her. I am not setup to do calls over discord at the moment (no mic)

i gave her a sampel of your writing i think she must have liked it

no she will make you a writer if things turn lut

out even

Thank you, I appreciate the help in getting to the right people. I know Radix is quite busy and may have put me in touch with monkeywoman at the end of the day so maybe you helped move things along a little quicker

it is not a call show

ok

wassup!

guess not much. been quite here for a while 🙂

@SlipperyRock Can you read this message?

yes