it was on repeat (idk why) when i was with a sweetie once

mmm

I often feel like i cant relate to other people when it comes to relationship things

because most other people did things like

watch movies together

go on a walk

whereas I would run away from the police with the girl and end up on top of a mountain overlooking a city and then camping out up there

if i didnt trust you, id think you were making shit up

yeah

sounds like something that would be the plot of a kirsten dunst movie

one time we went into an abandoned subway tunnel in oakland

which is a dangerous city

and we tripped a laser or something because the police showed up

and we ran up into the actual train housing area

and the police were on the first floor

so we leaped off the second floor into a bush outside

and layed down

and the police guys ran out because they heard

but they went away from the bush

and one of them said to the other "I cant scope them out"

and after that she stitched me a t-shirt that said "UNSCOPED" on it

and I wore it when we went and did other things

wew

It's sad for me because I watch moly videos and talk to people and they say "I bet you are just remembering it better than it was and she was actually a dumb retard druggie slut"

but I have a good memory and she was smart and good and pretty and things, it's not rose tinted goggles

but I know I couldn't have kept it alive since she was cheating the whole time

cant be that smart if she was being seduced by a furry

no offense

she was basically raped by him at age 14

it wasn't her fault

touche

he was predatory

didnt know that

and would say things like how he'd kill himself if she didnt marry him

it hurts a lot to remember it a lot of the time and i'm usually a pretty aloof guy

even when people i respect talk shit about me I laugh it off, always have been able to do it

also I'm not making things up about her being smart either

i believe you

we would literally look up words to memorize them to improve our vocabulary, unironically

prestidigitation

lagubrious