Yeah...
So, working on #1 is a good next step
Put the work in - it's not fast, but you gotta do your part.
That's exactly what a therpist and/or psychiatrist would say too.
Sadmin like no homo but we love you homeboy
Mental health is physical health, gotta get out and do stuff.
Tbh I'd even take homo love at this point.
I've been giving out love for so long it feels like I don't have any left for myself
Love isn't finite my nigga, especially for yourself.
Fuckin love my homies man. But now they either leave me on seen or are six feet deep.
Or seven, brandon was pretty fat.
Then make some new friends. Join a club or some shit. Find people to connect with.
I'm such a social fucking retard that it's hard for me to connect with people
I'm always the sort of emotionless quiet dude
Takes work man, gotta put in work to get rewards.
Yeah dude, I know.
That requires me to put on a facade when I go out.
And I'm a shitty actor.
Then don't bother.
Putting on the facade
Just be yourself and if people like what they see they'll stick around.
I have an abrasive personality. Out of thousands of people in my school, I only ever hit it off with a couple.
And college? Fuck that
Buncha soft losers there
I know how that goes, but you'd be surprised what you find if you actually go looking.
The second people bothered trying to get to know me past the surface and saw what I'm really like they were turned off
I have some serious, deep rooted character flaws
No apathy, empathy
I'm insensitive
Therapy is a thing.
It's a big self-perpetuating cycle
I've been going to therapy since elementary school dude.
Then try different therapy.
DBT is pretty effective with changing unhealthy habits.
What's dbt?
Dilectic Behavioural Therapy, or something like that.
Has a good success rate with practically modifying behaviour and thought patterns
So rather than self-destructive emotional spirals, you get something more constructive.
That's what schizos usually get, yeah?
I think they get brain magnet stuff.
Which is also highly effective
