Message from @Nyëa

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2018-12-21 10:57:55 UTC  

@Nyëa
I had gf before
Never one of the kind that gets mad over that shit tho

2018-12-21 10:58:07 UTC  

I wouldn't say she was mad

2018-12-21 10:58:27 UTC  

Overly emotional over something neither of us can do anything about tho

2018-12-21 10:58:38 UTC  

I hope it's just cause she was drunk as fuck

2018-12-21 11:01:09 UTC  

Well probably
I wouldnt do shit in that situation tbh
For me personally, a girl that gets mad or overly emotional when you dont do all the typical romance shit or say I love you every full hour isnt worth to stay around

2018-12-21 11:01:43 UTC  

I'm not changing anything about what I'm doing I just don't want her to be upset

2018-12-21 11:02:01 UTC  

I'm really just hoping the blow up was because she was wasted as shit

2018-12-21 11:03:35 UTC  

Definitely not gonna bounce either unless this turns into a gigantic huge deal that doesn't go away. Just never been on this side of the "I love you" "haha nice" thing before <:haHAA:336927453027237889>

2018-12-21 11:04:11 UTC  

And oh fucking boy is it a lot worse than I thought

2018-12-21 11:12:23 UTC  

Idk man
All my relationships were kinda off so I prolly cant help you kek
But a great part in this was def the alc

2018-12-21 11:13:40 UTC  

Yeah

2018-12-21 11:14:08 UTC  

The last relationship I had lasted 4 or 5 years and was fairly serious until I found out she was cheating on me :^)

2018-12-21 11:15:14 UTC  

I'm sure it won't fully implode tomorrow when she's sober and we talk about it. I hope. I'm just large fucking panic mode right now because it seemed like a gigantic deal to her

2018-12-21 11:17:01 UTC  

I can't sleep and I was drinking earlier tonight too. I definitely don't get emotional as fuck though. Probably gonna stay up until she's awake and pray I'm sober enough to deal with the fallout from earlier

2018-12-21 11:27:16 UTC  

Ay man
Good luck
My last gf was cheating as well kek, was a literal virgin q.t. when I met her but then turned into an absolute whore in under a year

2018-12-21 11:28:55 UTC  

I was retarded as fuck with my last girlfriend. She cheated on her then boyfriend with me and because I was young I was like YEET SHE WANTS ME AND ONLY ME but after a few years I found out she was cheating on me too and was like lmao thots gonna thot

2018-12-21 11:29:37 UTC  

She threw a gigantic fit when I found out and confronted her with evidence too. If you're caught 100% just own up

2018-12-21 11:30:10 UTC  

Like a week maybe not even after the large nuclear meltdown she changed her profile picture to her kissing the dude I caught her cheating with too :^)

2018-12-21 11:33:17 UTC  

She started spreading rumours to my friends and her friends that I beat her constantly. I hit her twice in our 4-5 year relationship. The first time was on my 19th birthday she was choking me because I wanted to go out with my friend to the bar for my first legal drink and a fuck huge plate of nachos. She was invited but made a huge scene because she wanted me to go only with her no one else. Started choking me wouldn't stop so I punched her in the head then she let go. Second time she threw a nuclear meltdown at me because I asked what pizza she wanted from the pizza place near my house and she didn't say anything so I didn't get her anything. Berated me the entire walk home I threw my pizza on the ground and she ripped my shirt off me calling me immature and useless and a shitty boyfriend. Started choking me again so I punched her until she let go. I don't think I did anything wrong even to this day

2018-12-21 11:34:55 UTC  

Well you honestly didnt

2018-12-21 11:35:26 UTC  

My friends agree. I lost all the friends I got through her though because obviously they believed her over me

2018-12-21 11:36:24 UTC  

I even let the choking go until I started seeing whiteness and bright shit. I didn't know what else to do besides hit her when she didn't stop choking me

2018-12-21 11:38:29 UTC  

The worst part about shit like that is some guys are just like "LMAO A GIRL CHOKED YOU LMAO WHAT THE FUCK FAGGOT LMAO JUST SHOVE HER OFF LOL" but like ??? she was my girlfriend the fuck I couldn't do that until I was literally about to pass out

2018-12-21 11:45:30 UTC  

Lmao I should get off Discord before I rant too much here

2018-12-21 11:47:10 UTC  

Yes you could do that before you are to pass out?
If someone is actually choking you and you can tell it aint a joke or some fuckshit you have every right to fuck em up
Of course I wouldnt beat someone I know into a bloody mess but a hit or two is fully justified

2018-12-21 11:48:25 UTC  

Both sides of my family are/were severe alcoholics I don't pass out <:omegalul:379076758277980162>
It was One Punch Man stuff just once or twice then the "What the fuck you can't hit me" garbage started

2018-12-21 11:48:54 UTC  

Nights where I go hardcore I down a 40 of whatever I'm drinking and crawl into bed when I start sobering up

2018-12-21 11:53:22 UTC  

If anyone has a killer hour long+ K-pop/J-pop playlist on any sort of music platform to share while I sit here and drink that would be sick too

2018-12-21 11:55:02 UTC  

Hell even a video game pop playlist works

2018-12-21 11:57:09 UTC  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YV5IheNfK54
Shit like this. Pop-like but still aggressive and well mixed

2018-12-21 13:52:36 UTC  

How much caffeine is considered unsafe for a 200 pound male?

2018-12-21 14:02:27 UTC  

Coming on PK for relationship advice

2018-12-21 14:02:29 UTC  

lol

2018-12-21 14:12:08 UTC  

<a:lulgif:393717316711481347>

2018-12-21 14:16:23 UTC  

Don’t stick your dick in crazy.

2018-12-21 14:52:34 UTC  

i secretly get off to my current profile picture

2018-12-21 14:57:52 UTC  

No one cares

2018-12-21 14:59:42 UTC  

Ok and we need to know why?

2018-12-21 15:11:13 UTC  

@Nyëa Good luck.

2018-12-21 15:37:12 UTC  

I know its politics but sorta breaking news https://twitter.com/PolandDaily/status/1053147919036174336?s=19

2018-12-21 15:37:36 UTC