Message from @Hermitage
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death addict is ok for that
and the community calls out uploaders when its fake
I'm afraid of breaking my neck after I saw some webm of an African woman doing some tribal dance where she supported all of her unsupported weight on her head, but went over and snapped her neck like a chicken
i think i saw that one
yeah they make you aware by showing you what happens when you are not aware
was it like sexy dance contest?
All the other tribespeople just still standing around in a circle clapping or whatever not realizing they have unintentionally killed themselves
she survived
for example I saw a chinese woman eaten by an escalator
because she didnt notice the aluminium part was shaky and out of place
ever since I automatically look for that when i use an escalator
when you do that for enough things
you incorporate that behavior in your mind
and its now a skill
I had that badly for a number of years
i used to kick the side panel at the bottom of escalators, because if u hit the right spot, you'd activate an emergency stop switch hidden behind the panel, and disable the escalator
Hypervigilance is the technical term
Technically, you get that way as a result of trauma and psychological stress
It's interesting that you're voluntarily searching out this stuff
But I think the reason psychological trauma exists at all is because it is adaptive
i dont think ive been traumatized, its just that in a moment where extreme things are happening
i want to keep my composure
and understand what is happening
Right
That's a highly competent attitude
But consider that these unaware people probably wouldn't have died
If they had been a bit higher in stress
i.e, this composed alert attitude you are cultivating is a more stressful mode
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But imo a more rational one
le estonia
I think people go through their lives totally asleep and unaware of everything and that always bothered me
and chezchia
To realize that death is easy is important for people
like, it could look like a paranoid person, but I constantly look behind my back every time i think enough time has passed for the circumstances to change
for example if im walking on the sidewalk and take a turn a monitor, after 30 mts i look at my pack and that kind of thing
Right
ive gotten good at differenciating sounds far away