Message from @Roy
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Go to watch some "videos"
Fucking bowserette everywhere fucking degenerates
alright so
basics on everything else
On tonights show, we have Trixaan
Subject: The feels
I hate my sister, she hates me, we're forced to live in the same place.
I don't have too many friends, suck in social settings, don't talk much, lonely, but we talked about that.
My parents are constantly in and out of employment, but regardless we're always too broke to anything we want to do, anyone who tells you money can't buy you happiness is full of shit because it most certainly can.
with the poor financial situation, I do what I do best and eavesdrop from across the house and I hear about how we might lose the house, the car, the pets can't get food, might have to file for bankruptcy (that came up like nine times last year) and all of this puts a great deal of stress on me, and since school is so fucking constant and full of work It makes me just want to stop. It's like being sick on a rollercoaster, I just want off the fucking ride. So I stop doing my work in school to get some mental down time but it doesn't work obviously, so this year I'm in the WOTP (work oriented training program) My future is over at this point, shit job after shit job, or just a cardboard box under an overpass. I've got a ridiculously negative outlook I can't shake, everything is pointless, everything is shit, the world is going to hell and everyone's too stupid, greedy, or offended by existence to care, I have no desire to keep living anymore really but I'm still breathing cause my bucket list is kinda reasonable and I don't have a gun, I have shit pain tolerance, I'm squeamish kinda, and I keep forgetting how to tie knots cause I don't do that too regularly.
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none of the douglas program stuff is in there either, shit
whatever.
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I'm sorry buddy
Really don't kill yourself tho brother. Everyone has some point ans meaning in life, just a lot of the time people don't know it early and take actions that shouldn't be done reguardless.
@Trixaan_Artisan money cant buy happness means if you have more money that you know what to do with you cant get any happier buying shit
You don't have to worry about me killing myself
as stated
cannot do that
It could also mean that when you have so much money, *it starts owning you* instead of the other way around
yeah
but I'm not asking for an infinite font of it
I just want to not worry about it
which is not happening
oh, shit
mm?
and on top of all this, you've got the basic begginer/aspiring artist/writer feels pack
The set's complete
because of course
yep
it's just
>doesn't feel confident in work
>insecure about it
>wants to improve, doesn't see themselves improving or doesn't feel like they can
shit like that
I mean it's true not everyone has a growth mindset, that's just another thing we'll just have to learn for ourselves 🤷
worse for me cause I'm banking on it
if I can't make that work, I'm done for.
Wish I can help you. I really do
But there's nothing I can do for you except saying shit about me feel sorry bullshit
I know when it feels hopeless it's like nothing is coming and you feel like slowly sinking
Down in the ocean and there's nothing stoping you drowning
I don't even know where I'm going with this but
All I'm saying is it's normal for feeling empty and miserable from time to time
At some point you won't be
If you keep doing something