Message from @Duke of Txtspeak
Discord ID: 509465002038657024
>Go to regimented academy
>Every morning have morning formation with all the entire regiment, National Anthem, which is sounded by a cannon/live fire rifle (blanks but we call it live fire because the other rifles are deactivated)
>think about suicide a lot because Im a depressed little shit
>never actually really think of an actual plan because I'm a pussy and am too afraid to commit suicide cuz my family and friends will be sad
>realize that I could "accidentally" discharge the live fire while holding at present arms under my chin killing me from the blanks muzzle energy
>well whatever
>next morning
>get put on Honor Guard Bill, on live fire rifle
>"Todays the day" starfish screams in my head
>dont do it cuz that would be to much work and I will not kms if it means people think I'm a negligent /k/ommando
@Rileygood you really thinking about icing yourself?
I think about suicide a lot
But I'm not going too, that much I know
Shits just really fucking stressfull and I haven't had any meaningful interaction with people, feel like I've just been alone for the last two months.
Plus I'm realizing how much life is going the complete opposite of what I hoped it would
So in short Im being a whiny bitch cuz life gave me the short straw and I need to stop being such a baby about it
You may also be at risk for a phenomena going on in the united states
Be careful @Rileygood , find something that gives you a sense of community to prevent you from listening to that starfish
Riley I'd suggest getting help
Although that may just be my mental retardation
@Rileygood I suggest volluntary service, such as PETA ou AA
Yo gonna uccupy your head
Make new friends
And learn social and practical skills
My sister has chronical depression
Thats the only way she got better
>chronical depression
Im starting to feel better
Its just been a hard three weeks but things are starting to get better, bible study helps a lot. Thanks m8s
good luck man
That's really good to hear, Riley
The word of Christ just saved another soul.
☦
Amen
@Rileygood glad to hear you’re doing better
✝
This meme legit had me seconds away from crying