Idek man. I got offered this yesterday and I had to stare at it for maybe a couple hours while thinking of my current job

Like I’m in shape, I have a nice job and a mild addiction to alcohol but I’m still sad af and empty inside

I see your point with dream catchers tho and I think it could correlate to where I am now

Well it's a choice

Have you been thinking on icing yourself?

@Dearly Beloved

@Trixaan_Artisan what if it's real

@Tersheus is it bad I have no idea what you mean besides a Smirnoff

@Dearly Beloved suicide

Ah yes

All last night

Wanted to grab a 6 pack and go into the woods and see how it went

You had a plan?

Like a rope or something? @Dearly Beloved

Just figured a gun would do the trick

Have a sig saur in a safe downstairs and figured that would be it

I know I really should be taking things much more seriously when it comes to throwing my life away but it’s been deadass on my mind for awhile and I’m just desensitized to it now

Nah fam, you got any close friends? @Dearly Beloved

Not really, I only worked and studied

I was friendly in both but never spent my free time with people

Ah shit I got an achievement with a suicide talk

<:KEK:465443054254424065>

That happens

How about family? @Dearly Beloved

I got an uncle that was a piece of shit

Tried taking all of my grandfathers shit

That's shitty

OK then

Want some advice @Dearly Beloved?

Yea shit I don’t mind

I’m kind of on a precipice rn

Well first thing

Get rid of gun for now

And

You need pro help

If you want to stay at your job

People that are in that work line, working with sick people, they need mental help

Even psychologists

They consult each other

Otherwise they go crazy