Just figured a gun would do the trick

Have a sig saur in a safe downstairs and figured that would be it

I know I really should be taking things much more seriously when it comes to throwing my life away but it’s been deadass on my mind for awhile and I’m just desensitized to it now

Nah fam, you got any close friends? @Dearly Beloved

Not really, I only worked and studied

I was friendly in both but never spent my free time with people

Ah shit I got an achievement with a suicide talk

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That happens

How about family? @Dearly Beloved

I got an uncle that was a piece of shit

Tried taking all of my grandfathers shit

That's shitty

OK then

Want some advice @Dearly Beloved?

Yea shit I don’t mind

I’m kind of on a precipice rn

Well first thing

Get rid of gun for now

And

You need pro help

If you want to stay at your job

People that are in that work line, working with sick people, they need mental help

Even psychologists

They consult each other

Otherwise they go crazy

For now, how about some online activity for you to socialize a bit?

@Dearly Beloved

Yea there’s a help group at the hospital

I never have it thought because I didn’t think I was as bad as most people are

You gotta go there mate

Shit lad

Otherwise your strings will fall

I’ve been up all night and I’m pretty sure the sobering is done

Nah mate, if you stay in that line of work it's only a matter of time until you ice yourself, if you don't seek help

One thing that also helps you socializing

Is voluntary service

@Dearly Beloved

@goobergopher what do you think?

@Tersheus I can’t thank you enough my man