Message from @Dearly Beloved
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I worked there for about a year and a half and looking at the people gave me nothing but sadness to look at
I know exactly what you are talking about
You know what a dream catcher is @Dearly Beloved?
Some Native American type shit
Right?
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Kinda
So, legend goes that it traps the bad dream in the strings
With time
It loses its grip and the strings fall off
They say that it's when it had enough bad dreams
So, people are like dream catchers sometimes @Dearly Beloved
I've had like three of these hanging in my room for almost my entire life
@Trixaan_Artisan I have some too
When you are around in a bad atmosphere, sick and depressed people for instance
It gets to you
got them when I was like five, I had really bad nightmares back then but I just don't have any anymore for some reason
like I know it's 100% placebo effect
but I'm not gonna take them down because even though it's bullshit, it's helpful.
Idek man. I got offered this yesterday and I had to stare at it for maybe a couple hours while thinking of my current job
Like I’m in shape, I have a nice job and a mild addiction to alcohol but I’m still sad af and empty inside
I see your point with dream catchers tho and I think it could correlate to where I am now
Well it's a choice
Have you been thinking on icing yourself?
@Trixaan_Artisan what if it's real
@Tersheus is it bad I have no idea what you mean besides a Smirnoff
@Dearly Beloved suicide
Ah yes
All last night
Wanted to grab a 6 pack and go into the woods and see how it went
You had a plan?
Like a rope or something? @Dearly Beloved
Just figured a gun would do the trick
Have a sig saur in a safe downstairs and figured that would be it
I know I really should be taking things much more seriously when it comes to throwing my life away but it’s been deadass on my mind for awhile and I’m just desensitized to it now
Nah fam, you got any close friends? @Dearly Beloved
Not really, I only worked and studied
I was friendly in both but never spent my free time with people