Fucks me up; a couple hours before then I was like "wow! I'm surprised we have so much in common! It's only a matter of time before I fuck up! haha!" and he was just
"haha, yeah"

I do the exact same shit when talking to friends

I always feel like I fuck shit up for them

I always get the feeling I get too annoying and kind of just fuck off to give them space

The best thing to do is to try and not let this whole thing get to you. Find a way to distract yourself from what happened (specifically if it's productive) and just try not to fall into the void (the whole thing sound cliched but it what helped out)

>bleeding heart liberals
>judges you based on a fucking opinion
That shit didn't age well

*I've been on a self-destructive spiral since February, when it happened*

Don't go through that pls

That won't help at all

Like Yoda said try to distract yourself from it

Do something you like and make it fun to the point you forget everything

Though everyone has a different way of dealing with these situations

For the love of god don't make your situation worse by doing anything to hurt yourself. I've seen people become self destructive and it almost always ends with them getting involved in some issue they could have avoided if they just thought it out, or ended up dead

Chronic depression makes enjoyable things not enjoyable lol

IT'S OK THOUGH

What do you enjoy tho

I don't have any time to do anything I enjoy now lol

I've been there

Still am

It's shit but that's life

Thanks guys

I appreciate it

We're here to help

Just please don't hurt yourself fam

And try to push through this

I'm used to this already because friends and yeah don't do anything that will harm you

Just talk it out

Seeing people become self distructive always hurts to see because I've seen it first hand multiple times

And someone almost always ends up getting hurt because of it either mentally or phisically

Self harm or anything that damages you permantly is not good at all

I need to move from this state

All the cute Jews are in fucking CA or NY
It sucks

Don't come to CA rn

Too much bullshit

I used to live there, it fucking sucked ass

It still sucks ass

Just don't go to southern cali

The grounds moving rn

Used to live in San Diego

it's awful lol