Message from @Undertow

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2019-02-09 10:01:16 UTC  

The scary thing is the more black pills i swallow, the more immune i am to emotional stuff

2019-02-09 10:02:20 UTC  

the only disadvantage of being very stoic and apathetic is that you can't really accomplish the same as those who are

2019-02-09 10:04:54 UTC  

whenever i talk to women about this, they tell me to see a therapist or mental health expert

2019-02-09 10:05:12 UTC  

but with men i guess its easier to absorb black pilled ideas

2019-02-09 10:07:20 UTC  

The Black Pill is essentially nihilism imo, no thanks

2019-02-09 10:09:46 UTC  

miss me with that emo shit

2019-02-09 10:09:58 UTC  

i don't look good with the scene hair

2019-02-09 10:19:01 UTC  

The thing I don't like about the Black Pill is you give up hope in yourself completely because of women. Your happiness shouldn't be based on the approval of women.

2019-02-09 10:19:23 UTC  

this tbh

2019-02-09 10:20:15 UTC  

there are many other things to focus on that you can still live for. and even if women flock to you, these things will still be more worthwhile

2019-02-09 11:13:28 UTC  

what's everyone up to

2019-02-09 11:18:02 UTC  

Trying to get my cats to lay still long enough to cover them in blankets

2019-02-09 11:24:02 UTC  

I want to find this one thing, that I love more than women

2019-02-09 11:24:09 UTC  

hey whats up dudebros

2019-02-09 11:24:13 UTC  

hey

2019-02-09 11:24:16 UTC  

nothing much

2019-02-09 11:24:35 UTC  

drinking beer right now 😄

2019-02-09 11:26:22 UTC  

you said you will not drink anymore

2019-02-09 11:26:26 UTC  

<:wya:541256309652062208>

2019-02-09 11:26:34 UTC  

I am trying!

2019-02-09 11:29:11 UTC  

It can be hard to kick, you have to change up your routine, avoid certain things for awhile etc.

2019-02-09 11:43:36 UTC  

Song 5 is now in Music lounge.

2019-02-09 11:49:59 UTC  

@Undertow you are right, but it is hard 😄

2019-02-09 11:50:05 UTC  

Beer is just too delicious

2019-02-09 11:51:09 UTC  

Yeah I mean if you're enjoying it and it isn't causing suffering to your life.

2019-02-09 11:51:23 UTC  

It's not a problem at that point.

2019-02-09 11:51:46 UTC  

I c an't seem to enjoy it without drinking myself into oblivion.

2019-02-09 11:51:46 UTC  

It's better than interacting with wamen 😄

2019-02-09 11:51:51 UTC  

Haha

2019-02-09 11:52:12 UTC  

Yeah, I drink myself into oblivion aswell... problem? I don't know

2019-02-09 11:52:23 UTC  

It affects my workout maybe

2019-02-09 11:52:43 UTC  

Well, I just can't stand being hungover too much, and I tend to get them a lot more severely these days.

2019-02-09 11:53:34 UTC  

Yea, it sucks, but you gotta push through

2019-02-09 11:54:08 UTC  

wtf I'm defending drinking right now 😄

2019-02-09 11:55:10 UTC  

Haha, I just said fuck it I guess, it's just a drain on my energy, not that I don't get tempted to drink sometimes.

2019-02-09 11:55:32 UTC  

Tbh I find it somewhat boring having done it so often in the last three years.

2019-02-09 11:56:06 UTC  

Hangovers lasting two to three days....

2019-02-09 11:56:09 UTC  

Haha yeah... but it's something to do and if you still have a job it's not thaaaat bad

2019-02-09 11:56:16 UTC  

Okay?

2019-02-09 11:56:25 UTC  

For me they last the next day a little bit maybe

2019-02-09 11:56:33 UTC  

Yeah, I'm not trying to lecture you or deter you in any way.