@Xychotic If you could produce a similar experience would that not tell you anything?

This place is fucking packed on Saturday nights.

I have not. I've only experienced the causal ramifications of poor self care.

@Xychotic When I was visited my body was very weak.

And when I loved, I loved with all my heart, and though in my eyes the subject of my love had a certain glow, at no point did any angel nor celestial see me.

Even when I was literally hours from death, I saw no demons nor angels.

Nor anything like them.

It seems like this server's gotten more enjoyable ever since we banned the commie muslim.

Which commie muslim?

@Xychotic Perhaps do something that weakens your body. You will need to have an excess of hatred or wrath, or perhaps go very deep into a sin in order to produce the intended result.

@Xychotic deadly shells.

HS, I was literally hours from death. I couldn't weaken my body any further.

It was luck, friends, my brother, and modern medicine that saved me.

@Xychotic When I was visited in my sleep, my voice box was gone from yelling so much.

Howndidnu almost die if you dont mind me asking

How did*

@Xychotic I had been practicing extreme wrath for 2 weeks straight, I lost my voice.

I was in such screaming agony I could not stand and the only respite from the pain was gut wrenching dry heaves.

Are you a voice actor or something?

How much weaker do I need to be to see demons?

@Xychotic Were you sinning? Were you attacking other humans?

Gluttony and sloth are deadly sins.

best way to resign from a job?

Then send me to hell now

2 weeks notice.

@Xychotic how far have you taken gluttony and sloth?

2 weeks notice

TO MY DEATHBED!

Have you not been reading what I've been saying!?

I should probably get shadow to add 'no fucking commies' to the rules.

@Xychotic Did anything happen during that time?

it's 1 weeks notice for me

To the literal failure of my panreas, kidneys, and lungs. To 417 lbs of body weight and a blood sugar of over 700 mg/dl.

less than 3 whole months

*How much closer to dead do I need to get to see demons?*

Did you notice anything happening spiritually?

No.

Nothing.

yeah so 2 weeks, but like how do i word it in the email - i sit opposite my retard boss

Are you sure try to think.

Not a single thing.