lol I don't want to think about my obese black female coworker clamping down her sphincter to avoid fountaining liquid shit everywhere

Chocolate thunder!

Chocolate flash flood

But now you can enjoy the mental picture I've painted for you 😃

I can't think in pictures.

So, this is funny to write about.

You reminded me

I'm still in disbelief that there are people who don't have an inner dialogue

I can't even fathom that

They are called NPCs for a reason.

They ain't got a soul

It blows my mind man

I had never even countenanced the idea until the research got published

When you don't use your brain at all it stops functioning properly.

I do have an internal dialogue.

Napoleon Hill argues that you should have a straight up internal council.

Some people don’t have an internal dialogue? What?

It's like a council of ricks lol

yeah but when you talk about that to others they call you crazy

I have one

Oh yeah I saw it

He says picking a bunch of historical or mentor-type people that you respect and running your thoughts against what they would say is a great way to vet your ideas.

"Har har you hear voices lol you are psycho leave me alone *listens to fetty wap and recites lyrics like a mantra*"

I also have not internal dialogues.

But that's what I'm talking to myself because sometimes it helps to not have the thoughts on the inside.

honestly that is why I prefer being alone...I have to dumb myself down to be around others

Have you encountered anyone that's on your level?

online

Likewise. It's glorious.

technology is our saviour!!!!!!<:Triggered:446756080618438676>

It really is.

I use stoic meditations because a good part of my inner dialogue is a loop of things that suck about my life

also at the halfway point of my life so boom fuck socety and they enslavement of men through ignorance

Focusing on that can fuck up your ability to operate in the world

When you finally don't have to dumb down your engagement and you can mentally flex and test yourself against a comparable intellect, it's like waking up from a shit dream and finally stretching muscles you had but couldn't use.

Oh yeah.. you gotta get ahold of that dick

bullshit life is a shit ton of compartmentalizing

I programed a defensive subroutine where I remind myself of all the shit I've overcome and how some things aren't under my control

It helps a lot

Stoicism at work.

I'm trying to get in the habit of doing the three meditations