but i want to focus 100% on my job

but you're not going to like it

i really want to cut my balls off

i want to go monk mode

if it doesnt have cutting my balls in it im probably taking it

you're experiencing a withdrawal symptom

I think you might be suffering the plight of the man who was told to sit on a mountain for a week and not think of an elephant.

because you fucked a bitch, it's going to be around for a while

i got in a relationship lately

@Five, Seven, and Two i dont get it

i hate being on it

but it is easy sexyt

sex

it is such a waste of money AND time

you have to wait it out

if you take the pills

do it temporarily

but im stuck on it, because if i want to get laid w/o being on a serious relationship i have to make even more effort

find out what's in them

@Esquilotron If you're thinking this much about how you don't want to have sex, you're still spending a lot of time thinking about having sex.

"Distract yourself from this" might sound like a platitude, but I think it's a legitimate solution in your case.

the best advice is to bust a nut in the morning

yea five you are right

after I bust a nut, or after I get laid, i regret it

because of the time spent

if you don't bust you gonna have the urge to fuck them

and the money, dinner, movies, park

yes

thats why i fap 2 times a day

when?

afternoon and before sleep

try morning and see what that does

okay

dont you guys get addicted to it?

to fapping?

no

yes

i mean

not fapping

but at some point vanilla porn stopped making me horny

i don't fap cause i burn myself out