@GingerSnaps cool thanks, how long have you been broken up with your ex?

@Reaper hmm i'm not sure exactly let me look at my calender.

It's easy to tell a NAWALT apart from the crowd, they're made of TPE @GingerSnaps

@Prinz Eugen A man of refined tastes I see.

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@Prinz Eugen i'm serious here. Yeah i believe it dolls are awesome, maybe better than the real thing but i'm broke ass poor and it's a huge investment for something that is probably just going to replace my porn and fapping addiction with the same negative effects of an addiction. @Reaper we've been seperated approximately 8 months.

@GingerSnaps It's only an addiction if it's detrimental to you.

@GingerSnaps how attractive would you say she is?

Women are detrimental

@BlzAhz i believe those two things are. I fap an unhealthy amount.

Just buy a hooker

@GingerSnaps The first step is to admit it. Now you need to do something about it.

If you want to

Pls dont buy a hooker....

Rent one

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``` lots of biblical tales about men betraying each other for pennies
i would rather have the respect of you fine gents than $100 from youtube and feel sick with myself ```
is this a trap? sir. plz tell me

@roadcrypto ???

not the gay kind of trap

lol

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@Reaper so so physically but she has a great personality, cooks cleans, is loyal, saw the true me inside and valued it, even though i do not still. However i struggle with figuring out whether she loved me for me or loved me for what i did for her like any other woman. I want to pick her brain about it.

is there no hetero-normal traps anymore?

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@Reaper She lost a lot of weight also so that helps things.

Ginger go skydiving

I would love to, maybe once i get my inheritance or finish school.

I’ll throw u for free 😁

@thadeal4real don't tempt me on a good time motherfucker. lol

I never said id give u a chute

i realize that.

what do u mean by she saw the true self of you?

@GingerSnaps Fuck, I hate to be the bearer of bad news but in 8 months apart and add on the weight loss, she has taken at least enough Chad dick to destroy her pair bonding mechanism, taking her back would most likely result in a worse relationship than the original

@GingerSnaps also it's good you can admit you don't have a high opinion of yourself, but only you can fix that and you are better off on your own until you do

she saw ur providing potential or saw u as husband material ?

What is this blasphemy

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@GingerSnaps Not worth it. Other people are other people, another person is another person. Why you do all you've done for a man? For me? Do not put anyone above yourself. No one is going to put you above themselves either. Never give up your own life, goals, dreams, hopes, wants, needs for someone else's life, goals, dreams, hopes, wants, needs - if you do, then you are devaluing yourself for external validation that can NEVER fulfill you, thus you have a detrimental repeating habit; an addiction. And you can be used.. If you want to be used then let me do it - I only require that you improve yourself and never do other people's bidding, including mine.

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Seriously go skydiving get a hooker or both bonus points if done the same day legendary if done at same time

@Reaper everything i wanted her to do to better herself and such she's doing now. Supposedly she's changed a lot and that's why my buddy suggested i at least start school before i tried again because it shows i've grown and changed. I think i have, at least a little. I'm told that i have grown and such, i don't necessarily feel like the same person but i'm told outside looking in, nothing has changed. I'm still in the same shitty living situation, don't have a job, still sucking off the tax payers like a parasite, etc.Yeah she likely has had some random hook ups, maybe not. Supposedly all she does is work, come home, eat and then sleep and wash, rinse repeat. I'm getting better at valuing myself and such but it's tough in my situation. @Trickster she saw me as marriage material though neither of us believes in being married. @BlzAhz finding mgtow now i would do a lot for a man, not so much for a woman but you're right i'm not putting anything of theirs above anything of mine anymore.