Addiction sucks

Also, it saps a fuck ton of money for something that kills you quicker

Dude, do you think it's good to relapse?

Like, the temptation is fucking there. But, it kinda would defeat the purpose of going cold turkey

@BlzAhz Like i said i'm slowly getting better at it. I'm slowly making peace with all of this. I value my solitude and peace and quiet already. I just need to deal better with the loneliness. @Reaper no i haven't confirmed she is single. According to my buddy she doesn't really have time and isn't in anything serious but he's operating off of old knowledge it's been a short since he was over her house. Now if i know her at all, she's single and will be for about another 4 months. However if i know her best friends at all they've tried hooking her up with people. So she likely has had partners after me going off that but random sex isn't a relationship. Maybe she went back to her old FWB, i don't know. This is why i wanted to have a nice toke session with her and pick her brain.

Is Mary Jane a real person or what?

I'm confused

I thought we're mgtow

@Unknowncrash mary jane is slang for cannabis

@Unknowncrash Weed...

Lololol

@GingerSnaps the sad thing about a unicorn is that as awesome as it is to have one, once you release it to the wild, it will immediately be assaulted by a pack of wolves have its horn ripped off and then fucked by a stallion, she is then no longer a unicorn

Fuck me

@Unknowncrash Movie or a dinner first.

I mean, seriously though

You might consider not doing a relapse

Cause it doesn't really make it too good for you

I mean you do you, but I just gotta put it out there, ya know?

On the relapse part: if you want to stop, when are you actually going to do it? You will never be ready unless you just decide to go through with. There will always be another excuse to post-pone it.

Just stop if you don't want to continue

@Reaper So what are you trying to say she's ruined now? She hasn't changed what made her valuable just because she had some new cock in her. I don't think it works like that and as far as pair bonding, that shit should have been ruined a long time ago but wasn't, we bonded quite well at first. THen shit went south quick because of her toxic family, and things that were my fault, but mostly her toxic family and living with them.

@GingerSnaps Correction: you bonded to her.

Women don't "bond"

@BlzAhz i think you're wrong.

The love, the romance is in your head.

true

its a projection

Are we literally talk about a women or weed?

@GingerSnaps I know you do. But women do not care about you. They never did, the bond will wither the minute she has better options.

@GingerSnaps each new partner reduced her ability to bond at all, also the issue with hook up culture is although woman will rarely accept a Lower status man the top 10-20% of men would gladly smash your 6-7 ex for a one night stand which totally skews in her

Mind what is attainable

no you're wrong she truly did love me. Even if it was just for what i did for her. @BlzAhz she never once monkey branched and had options.

@BlzAhz truth, it's all the biology, evolution made it this way

@GingerSnaps Brother, looking at your situation from an outside perspective you're far too attached to this girl even though you're no longer together. I know that being lonely sucks, I've been there but this won't fix it.

ARE WE TALKING ABOUT HUMAN OR WEED NOW?

@GingerSnaps
>she truly did love me.

>Even if it was just for what i did for her

Pick one.

^^

@GingerSnaps The options just weren't secure enough.

For letting go of the previous branch