It still eats away at me

I wish I could ignore it

whats eatin at ya

Friends and their girlfriends just feed me bluepills and when I tell them that what they are telling me is bullshit they don’t understand. And that’s when it clicks to me.

What if I’ve just been a mentalcel and a poorcel this entire time

personally i cut contact with any bluepillers trying to get me back to the plantation

I wish I could do that but they are not just acquaintances

because they will try and they wont understand what youre doing

U can’t argue with an idiot and expect to win

maybe stop trying to feed them redpills and let them know youre not interested in their bluepills

Bluepills suck

if theyre proper friends they should respect what youre doing

No but after that I just started watching black pill content

have you seen any of the red pill grief cycle videos ?

Not really I only watched sandman’s redpill sadness

id highly recommend watching some more they do elaborate on what youre going through

whyyyyyy sooooooo serious?

Sorry

Not my intention to bring everyone else down I’m just feeling extremely out of myself quite lately. Not being able to focus on self improvement and such.

I’m extremely lethargic in terms of purpose honestly

it takes time

the grief and anger cycle is rough, but have peace in the fact that it is temporary.

Not that I can do anything perceivable even if I wanted to regardless

Wow, it got tragic in here.

Lol meow

Again I apologize

youre all good man the loss of purpose is part of going your own way

you just need to find your new one

If it's any consolation, I was blackpilled before pills were a thing. I was in a dark place for about a decade.

i come to find that people with mentall illnesses and issues only exist in modern society because they everything is so easy and non-life threatening that they go insane feeling out of place like an animal from the forest put in a clean white house
(by this very reason women like to be dominated and rave until someone puts them back to their place)

I stayed in the redpill rage for about a year solid. dont apologize man its good to talk about it.

Honing in on financial independence, and working on my body has given me worthy busy work though, maybe that’ll help

I was brought into the wisdom of mgtow through Tom Leykis.

Before mgtow was even coined.

Also guns ...

Women are born with their purpose(kids)..... Men have to find their purpose.

Couldn't do guns in CA. And poverty.

Family is can partly be a mans purpose, but not the whole thing

I was brought to mgtow philosophy due to me getting recommended Icarus MGTOW and his channel is unfortunately gone

The nice thing about being a man, to what you're talking about, is that successful pursuit of your purpose brings all the other things with it.

one indian guru thing once said it very simple
take your time, look what in this world needs to be done and do it
(your own preference will determine what needs to be done)
SO JUST DO IT 😄