Message from @The Holy Spirit ✔

Discord ID: 539652849496358912


2019-01-29 03:26:38 UTC  

But i have mommy and daddy issues as the saying goes.

2019-01-29 03:26:58 UTC  

Yeah, going after the elderly is unacceptable.

2019-01-29 03:27:09 UTC  

They just harass old people until they give in

2019-01-29 03:27:10 UTC  

I have good relationship with my parents

2019-01-29 03:27:21 UTC  

but they are not exactly in position to need my help

2019-01-29 03:28:13 UTC  

Good evening guys

2019-01-29 03:28:32 UTC  

uwu

2019-01-29 03:29:53 UTC  

Its a ya boi, Kumar in the house

2019-01-29 03:30:49 UTC  

What up pimps

2019-01-29 03:32:19 UTC  

My mom tried breaking up my girlfriend and I at the time-she wasn't exactly doing me a favor only serving her own self-interest- and told everyone that would listen that i put her in the ICU for three days aftef getting black out drunk. In my state the police can press charges even if the plaintiff doesn't want to or is too scared to. But there is no police report. And what gets under my skin more is everyone but my girlfriend and her mom listened to it and believed her without even asking me about it, even though they had the chance when we came to pick up said girl friend and mother from the make-up party.

2019-01-29 03:32:58 UTC  

Woah

2019-01-29 03:33:16 UTC  

That's insane

2019-01-29 03:34:20 UTC  

And she's almost begging me now to have a relationship with me again. Not that we ever had much of one to begin with. I could go on but I'm not spamming the chat with trashing my parents. I'm at peace with it more or less.

2019-01-29 03:35:58 UTC  

Does she need something now?

2019-01-29 03:37:53 UTC  

I think mortality is sinking in and she realizes that she has no one left but me after my step dad dies and he's something like 16 years older than her. Like he should be of retirement age if my memory serves me. Her brother and parents are dead and I'm an only child.

2019-01-29 03:38:44 UTC  

Likely loneliness also. Someone mentioned that a while back last time i brought up my mother.

2019-01-29 03:39:07 UTC  

Yeah they seem to come around only when they have something to gain

2019-01-29 03:42:10 UTC  

Yeah, not to sound like a mysogynist but she is a woman after all and not a good one. I do have to give her one thing though. When she found out that i was homeless she offered me her couch until i can find a place in her area. Which is great except she lives two states south of me and I'd not only have to transfer all of my welfare, social security, psych etc but start fresh with all of my employment goals I've worked hard at making progress with.

2019-01-29 03:43:32 UTC  

So i told her I appreciate the offer but I'm only considering it as a last resort. I likely will go visit her though even if just to find out what her end game is.

2019-01-29 03:45:08 UTC  

I have work to do though. So I'm going to shut up and go. Thanks for hearing me out i think.

2019-01-29 03:47:45 UTC  

I'm sorry man, hope things get better

2019-01-29 03:48:24 UTC  

They will. I'm stronger and bigger than all this.

2019-01-29 03:49:21 UTC  

Gingers go through much worse growing up don't worry about him

2019-01-29 03:49:55 UTC  

The absolute fluorescence of your name

2019-01-29 03:50:18 UTC  

Yeah I'm thinking of toning it down I don't want to blind our mgtow brothers who're driving at night

2019-01-29 03:50:33 UTC  

Nah it'll keep them awake driving all night

2019-01-29 03:51:14 UTC  

So if you think about it that way it's a public service

2019-01-29 03:52:20 UTC  

You're doing us a favor you glorious bright bastard

2019-01-29 03:52:39 UTC  

Really makes the chat pop when we have a back and forth that's for sure

2019-01-29 03:53:05 UTC  

Might as well be at a rave

2019-01-29 03:53:41 UTC  

Uhn tss uhn tss uhn tss

2019-01-29 03:54:26 UTC  

<:lolz:480186121897377792>

2019-01-29 03:55:30 UTC  

change your color back to black

2019-01-29 03:56:04 UTC  

Yes I'm ***BACK TO BLACK*** 🎵

2019-01-29 03:56:09 UTC  

I can't have black it's too hard to read

2019-01-29 03:56:30 UTC  

You dudes and your eyesight

2019-01-29 03:57:17 UTC  

i read just fine

2019-01-29 03:57:22 UTC  

someone give me black

2019-01-29 03:57:26 UTC  

i want the black

2019-01-29 03:57:32 UTC  

I second that request

2019-01-29 03:57:44 UTC  

I need the edgy color