Woah

That's insane

And she's almost begging me now to have a relationship with me again. Not that we ever had much of one to begin with. I could go on but I'm not spamming the chat with trashing my parents. I'm at peace with it more or less.

Does she need something now?

I think mortality is sinking in and she realizes that she has no one left but me after my step dad dies and he's something like 16 years older than her. Like he should be of retirement age if my memory serves me. Her brother and parents are dead and I'm an only child.

Likely loneliness also. Someone mentioned that a while back last time i brought up my mother.

Yeah they seem to come around only when they have something to gain

Yeah, not to sound like a mysogynist but she is a woman after all and not a good one. I do have to give her one thing though. When she found out that i was homeless she offered me her couch until i can find a place in her area. Which is great except she lives two states south of me and I'd not only have to transfer all of my welfare, social security, psych etc but start fresh with all of my employment goals I've worked hard at making progress with.

So i told her I appreciate the offer but I'm only considering it as a last resort. I likely will go visit her though even if just to find out what her end game is.

I have work to do though. So I'm going to shut up and go. Thanks for hearing me out i think.

I'm sorry man, hope things get better

They will. I'm stronger and bigger than all this.

Gingers go through much worse growing up don't worry about him

The absolute fluorescence of your name

Yeah I'm thinking of toning it down I don't want to blind our mgtow brothers who're driving at night

Nah it'll keep them awake driving all night

So if you think about it that way it's a public service

You're doing us a favor you glorious bright bastard

Really makes the chat pop when we have a back and forth that's for sure

Might as well be at a rave

Uhn tss uhn tss uhn tss

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change your color back to black

Yes I'm ***BACK TO BLACK*** 🎵

I can't have black it's too hard to read

You dudes and your eyesight

i read just fine

someone give me black

i want the black

I second that request

I need the edgy color

You just got your orange red thing don't be greedy

nigga you changing your color every 12 hours

No u

But I'm not special then... *cries zoomer tears*

black gray red green

Gray wasn't me and red was a whoops

I had it for one post

@EmptyEagle you should report some news get that gross orange colour

it's red

bright red