Message from @hel

Discord ID: 541281165093502991


2019-02-02 15:30:17 UTC  

Wanting something back is natural too

2019-02-02 15:30:36 UTC  

But with the calls he's doing for example, does he expect anything in return?

2019-02-02 15:30:38 UTC  

I'm actually not selfish, quite the opposite in fact, but with the factors present in my life, there is simply no way to express my desire to help and be caring to others in a healthy way

2019-02-02 15:30:41 UTC  

I don't think so.

2019-02-02 15:30:47 UTC  

so whats more important to you right now, your message or telling me the message

2019-02-02 15:31:05 UTC  

Telling you the message?

2019-02-02 15:31:22 UTC  

If I wanted to talk with myself I'd open up a notepad.

2019-02-02 15:31:52 UTC  

whoopie level 4, i'm an inch higher on the pile of shit i'm squatting on

2019-02-02 15:32:22 UTC  

<:wya:541256309652062208>

2019-02-02 15:32:31 UTC  

Level 16, do push ups private

2019-02-02 15:32:55 UTC  

if you looked good to only yourself it'd only be you in the mirror, god i love those cool ass things

2019-02-02 15:33:22 UTC  

sir!

2019-02-02 15:34:16 UTC  

"It never ceases to amaze me: we all love ourselves more than other people, but care more about their opinion than our own."

― Marcus Aurelius, Meditations

2019-02-02 15:34:29 UTC  

hang on i gotta go do push ups and cash a check be back in a couuple hours

2019-02-02 15:35:03 UTC  

secure the bag private

2019-02-02 15:35:43 UTC  

If there is ever a rank structure and I'm not at the top

2019-02-02 15:35:49 UTC  

I instantly walk away

2019-02-02 15:36:20 UTC  

Very mentally damaged from what I experienced in the army

2019-02-02 15:36:35 UTC  

Where all manners of retards have authority over you

2019-02-02 15:37:00 UTC  

And your voice doesnt matter and will never matter

2019-02-02 15:38:06 UTC  

You matter but in the grand scheme of things we don't matter

2019-02-02 15:38:38 UTC  

If you or me died tomorrow no one would really cry except maybe our families and closest friends

2019-02-02 15:38:52 UTC  

Yes, I'm fun at parties

2019-02-02 15:39:11 UTC  

I don't have friends, lol

2019-02-02 15:39:25 UTC  

Yesterday I compared myself to an incel

2019-02-02 15:39:34 UTC  

How a incel feels about not having love

2019-02-02 15:39:43 UTC  

I feel the same way about not having friends

2019-02-02 15:40:38 UTC  

And my family really doesnt know how to deal with me and all my scathing opinion

2019-02-02 15:42:31 UTC  

just get a dog

2019-02-02 15:42:56 UTC  

A good solution

2019-02-02 15:43:15 UTC  

Dogs are loyal and will never betray you

2019-02-02 15:43:23 UTC  

Unless you do something bad to them

2019-02-02 15:43:48 UTC  

I dont like animals

2019-02-02 15:43:53 UTC  

They die before me

2019-02-02 15:44:07 UTC  

so will your parents

2019-02-02 15:44:14 UTC  

do you not like them either?

2019-02-02 15:44:32 UTC  

you can pretend you have a lot of online friends

2019-02-02 15:44:49 UTC  

My mom abandoned me for this guy she married

2019-02-02 15:44:57 UTC  

And my dad already dead anywaus

2019-02-02 15:45:37 UTC  

you wanna befriend kids or something?

2019-02-02 15:45:42 UTC  

try working at a daycare