hmmmm

The primary reason I liked fantasy as a kid, was because it was cool.

Later it was because it was an escape from the tedium of life.

You know those people who like Tabletop RPGs?

I write fiction for that

Basically its a story of my ideal life

I believe magic is real. Maybe not summoning fireballs and acid arrows by will alone but I've talked with enough people and seen enough shit to believe magic is real. I don't know about elves, faeries, etc. Msybe they existed in the past and left to another planet/dimension because we stopped believing in them. Maybe I'm wrong, I know I'm crazier thsn many.

A lot of them seem to have all sorts of mental issues and I can't help but think that roleplaying is their escapism

@GingerSnaps Occultism is an interesting subject but at the same I fear it

Who, trans people?

No. People who like Tabletop RPGs.

I was in this Vampire: The Masquerade discord server and every second person has/had some mental issues.

I dig on role-playing, there's power in it. I'm actually supposed to be doing a role-playing session today with the one staff member here. Not fantasy role-playing. But an exercise to help me communicate more assertively with my therapist and psychiatrist.

I wish I could find some cats to play pen and papers with. Pathfinder, shadowrun, vampire: the masquerade, warhammer 40k..

@GingerSnaps "Sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic."

I'm untrusting of psychiatrists

@Ironbard true.

Especially woman ones

everytime ive tried a fantasy role play someones sperged out and told me i wasnt allowed to do what i wanted

like just kill my dude off if im being a fucktard

I don't trust mine either, too pro pharmaceuticals for me. But the meds help and it would be months, if at all before i got in to see a new one. There's a fuck ton of people seeking mh services in my area.

just dont tell me i cant do something

@GingerSnaps sounds like you live in a big city

I went on a larp thing, not going back again

Legit, the last time I went to a mh specialist, I scared the shit out of them

And that was when I was in the army

It was a woman too lol

@Kaiser Dion Napoleon not a big city, but a big non-rural area. It's densely populated. Last time i checked my area had the third largest latino population in the USA. I'm not saying anymore cause I don't want to dox myself any further. If you know the statistical data, you already know my area..

How'd you do that? Maybe i should try that. She might respect my views more.

You dont have to worry about doxing yourself to me, I'm nobody

I just spoke the truth, lol

The truth is, I dont like most people and would not mind letting them die in combat

Hmm. Yeah i do that as well more or less but she doesn't listen. Like cannabis helps me, every professional support i have recognizes that except her. Because of her ignorant views.

She buys into the drugs are bad, it's illegal cause it's bad, etc. Then why are you pushing legal poison? Oh right cause you're ignorant, blue-pilled, and buy into the status quo narrative.

Blue pill originated from women, what you expected lol

Blue pill is unnatural for men but a lot have been indoctrinated

It's illegal for a reason but not because it's bad.

Interesting. I never thought about it like that. Makes sense.

Yeah women are the source of the blue pill mindset

I'd get my med card and tell her fuck off but in my state, once you register your barred for life from owning firearms.

@Kaiser Dion Napoleon hey, you're a trucker, right? Are you going to participate in this upcoming ELD mandate protest coming up in march?