so there was no reason to live

i felt as though there was a guider

Yes, to me, and because you're talking to me and you want to make some kind of sense to me, then make sense

he guided me through it

otherwise why are we talking?

of course I do

because living is fun, there's heaps of cool stuff to do

no, because fun

that's it

I work, to earn money, which supports me living a comfortable life that allows me happiness

not really dude

life is generally meaningless

might as well enjoy the ride while I'm here

yes

life is the meaning you give to it

yes, I create meaning

where there otherwise would be none

kind of like a God

no contradiction.

you create something the can be immortal

seems you need to learn how to filter

I did years ago

i dont like people that say "your a spec in the universe" etc, its defeatist attitude

for ages I was also caught up in all this metaphysical stuff

but tbh the particles and space dust and all that shit, it really is irrelevant

that's what the people who die off say

no

you're a smart monkey with a finite lifespan, postulating about this stuff having meaning won't change or improve your life

I literally write it off as a waste of time

if you really think that

go shoot yourself in the head lol

jokes

you don't know what you're talking about

you still die and return to being one with the universe

i know coz youre low performance

you could argue you're part of the universe experiencing itself

people seek me out because they can call me in an emergency

hahaha heroine

your a loose cannon

short term impulses

MasterMirror he's young