u can do anything

but I cant do anything. I spent all my remaining willpower just to red pill myself

now I've got nothing left in the tank

@Kaiser Dion Napoleon you can't change society. That's a fact. Screw society, change yourself. Aim to be the best.

I spent a lifetime getting sapped of my strength by several females

the type of strength and willpower I put out for them, I could have moved skyscrapers

I'll never have that level of energy again

Then rebuid that energy

Start small, with a hobby

I have my sci fi series that I love to work on

and trying to become a trucker

can use that money to bring my series to life

sounds like u know what to do

Great! Try to learn how to draw to. That will help to bring your novel to life

when I was a kid, my parents shunned me from spending so much time on a computer, but I wish I had spent more and learned how to code

skills like that are impossible for me now as an adult

which is why I need money now

my roommate just asked me: would you kill a puppy to restart your life from the age of six?

@Sam Amari I would not

yea it was a fucked up question

I'd drown that puppy in the mississippi river, lol

LOL

damn

if I started over from the age of 6, with all my current experience

boi............

would you become Elon Musk?

not quite that, but for SURE my upbringing would have gone drastically different

probably enough so that I wouldnt recognize my life by now

Aha! @Kaiser Dion Napoleon you are still to much attached to the past

omega a lot of dudes are dealing with a rough situation

gotta take the hand you have and move on

like for starters, I would have known to invest in amazon

and nvidia

would be very rich on that alone

thats already a drastic difference, lol

would have also jumped on the bitcoin early on

lets see..........would have slapped the girls that bullied me right across the face and got suspended

but I'd have shut them down early on, which would eliminate my self esteem issues

@Kaiser Dion Napoleon how many friends you have in real life?

0000000000000000000000000000000000000000

and no there is no 1 anywhere in that